Ninja.

no i'm no ninja. my blog is dead. or at least, dying. i need to revert back to my old lifeless self so i can blog more. lol jk.

i don't have any rough idea of what i would like to write here today. usually, i would whine about everything, anything for that matter. i said this once before: "i write because i don't wanna lose track of things. my writings are here to remind me of what i am." =__= so what am i know?

i don't have the urge to over-analyze things anymore. it's like i've lost interest in the world. the general world. i have sunk so low that i am now one of the mindless everything korean fangirl, the rabid kind. i hate myself for it, because personally, i hate being in a group. it's like i'm putting a label on myself. i hate that. i used to hate that. now? i don't care. it's not like i'm causing harm to anyone - but myself. I KNOWWW. i told you that i'm a narcissist. haiz.

honestly, i don't have the heart to blog now. sorry.