I don't wanna go.

this is a stupid post.

i wanna stay home.
i wanna sit in front of my laptop until my butt hurts.
but my mom wants me to go to putrajaya.
for no good reason.

i don't really mind if there's no internet there.
it's just..
i just wanna stay home, okay?

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freaky.

4th.

okay.
let's make it as simple as possible.
i miss him.
TT__TT

but, after last night.
i've given more thought to the matter
(i sure have the time to do so!)XD
and..
i still miss him.
haha.

away from casa.
maybe he's out there somewhere.
going out.
with someone else.
WARGHH!!!!

*DUSH!*
enough day dreaming.

OMG he's gonna freak if he knows about this.
no matter.
i'll just delete those posts.
haha.
i'm such a psycho.
psycho.
psycho.

The Truth about the Universe

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Fantasy vs Reality

DUSH!!
*give myself a hard knock in the head*
just have to do it.

i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry.

hearing that is sickening.
can sorry mends the broken?
can sorry changes facts?
can sorry really do anything?

i doubt it.
but here i am.
apologizing.

but it's not my fault if u have bad eyes..

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"anyone but me.."

B.A.b.y.

ATTENTION!!
i am now an official auntie!!!


Umair Iskandar Bin Shahril Nizam
26 November 2008

isn't he cute?
well, he is my nephew..
lol~

3rd.

it's no use..

wahahahahahahahaha~

i've been thinking.

maybe i should stop this stalking thing.
he would freak if he finds out about this.
so..
that's it.
i'm stopping.

Fat Accumulation.

my dad just got back from langkawi today.
and guess what he bought for me.



chocolates!!!



ferrero rocher!!!



3 boxes of em!!!



ritters are ok too!!!

you know i'll gladly share them with u guys if i'm still at casa..
but since i'm not..

THEY'RE ALL MINE!!!!

*i wonder if he likes chocolates too..* ♥

It took me a decade.

the last time i read dragon ball was when i was in primary school,
which was bought by my brother who stayed in SAS at the time.

Pan was the name of Goku's granddaughter.
Gohan was the name of Goku's son.
'Pan' means bread, and 'Gohan' means rice.

now i get the joke.
it took me a decade, but i finally figured it out.
thank you Akira Toriyama!!



p/s, i heard that DB live movie is coming out april next year.

2nd day.

it's getting hard.
thank godness i got to ramble about him.
and guess who are the victims?

through YM conference :
encik shy ( aka razingal )
miss eira ( aka eiyrangal )

through '1 hour update me update u' phone conversation :
najwa

through 'i annoy u annoy me' SMS texting :
abang zul ( ewww.. )

i can't believe that they could layan me talking about him over and over again
terutama encik shy dan eira yg x tau menahu ape2~
thanx..
i'm lucky to have you guys..
hehe..

moe.

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"you are my beloved beast;
whose sweet fangs are mine and mine alone.."

*that's moe.*

1st

waa..
rindunyer..
rindunyer..
rindunyer..
rindunyer..

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huhu~

Bitter Sweet

what a way to end this semester.
truly.
how lucky am i to be in the class of J2 2008.
maybe this is what they call a holy blessing,
yet also a dreaded curse.

a little less than 5 months.
how time flies.

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let's cut to the chase.
i like u. i like u.
i really, really like u.
dakara..
just don't mind me.
keep ignoring me.
it's better for u to never acknowledge my existence;
rather than pretending not to know about me at all.

so happy holidays!!
i'll miss u!!

*psycho*

nothing's gonna happen tomorrow.
tomorrow's gonna be the same as always.
nothing's gonna change.

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hopeless.

i don't like this..

i don't like weekends anymore.
a holiday means i don't have to go to college.
yay? i don't think so.

damn it!!!
what will i do for a whole month if i can't stalk you??!!!
TT__TT

cannnot go.

adeyh..
semangat x kuat..
can't even type it in..
uhhh..
heart attack~
dushhh~
*nose bleed*

Motomi Kyousuke - i salute

since Penguin Prince, i know that she's now my favourite mangaka.
the following are the mangas that i am / would like to read :



Dengeki Daisy



Otokomae! Beads Club aka Gagahnya! Kelab Manik



Beast Master



Penguin Prince



Purikkyu aka Mengintai Busur Beradu



Seishun Survival aka Youth Survival

Aoi Leo ~ ♥

kawaii~



giler chumeyl~



uber cute~



Gah!!



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see u in my dreams tonite~

spot the ....

a new game..
jijie found the name for it..
lol~

homesick~

uhh..

i wanna go home
i wanna see grandma
i wanna see grandpa

i wanna see mama
i wanna see papa

i wanna see pochi
i wanna see unlucky kuro
i wanna see akamaru shinji
i wanna see tiger estoque
i wanna see katashiro kanabe
i wanna see midori
i wanna see all of those kittens which i haven't named yet

and most importantly..
i wanna see..
and get my fatal chaos back!
like i have the nerve to do so..

but..

i prefer to be..







blank.

Gah!

i feel so much better now~
thanx to the power of blogging~
keh3~

i'm reading beast master by motomi kyousuke
and..
well..

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i found hope in shoujo manga!

in addition..

there's no naruto this week!
i dunno what really happen to kakashi!
and on top of that, Ggio Vega also died!
and i didn't even see soi fong's bankai!
so when the hell am i going to see it??!!

why do all this thing keep happening to meeee~~~
TT__TT

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i tried to hide myself in the world of anime and manga,
that this is what i get.

let's just write some more~

until i feel better~
that is..
hehee~

let's see..
wait.
this week does kinda sux.
i am mad at myself because i'm so stupid.
my results are horrible!
i can't take meds because i sux at chem.
but don't tell me i can't get an 'A' for bio too?!!
so, what the hell am i doing here..

no self-esteem
coward
dumb

it's just so frustrating~

and i can't even get the guy i like~
huhu~
am i pathetic or what??
i'm just so pathetic that i feel like laughing at myself!
hehehehehehee~
hmm..

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mirror, mirror on the wall,
who's the most pathetic one of all..?

oh yeah~

i thought of giving up.
truly.
but a good stalker does what a good stalker do.
i must be persistent.
no matter what they say, even until i see it with my own eyes.
i keep on going.

like i said, i'm just too good at it.

here's the summary :

here's the summary :

got through my finals.
survived the aftermath I. ( lecturers )
not so sure about aftermath II. ( parents )
either way, i can't be a genius in a month;
but I'll try.

perfection.
the word made my brain stir.
is it possible?
there's already an example.
so why can't i?

let me tell u why..

i am second rate
i've never got what i wanted
hmm..
should i dwell on every single thing?
because sometimes..
damn it, why the hell did i bother writing~

it's just like gascogne said;
smile, smile!

CTGTG-Aa??

as some of you guys may have already know,
i have a brand new hobby;
or should i say obsession..?
heee..

it's complicated, really..
is it me or am i just getting over my head?
i don't care!!
at least let me enjoy this while it lasts..
*sob*

i do have a short attention span..
but at least this time the 'object' really existed..
and that's why..
i like things the way they are..

ULQUIORRA~

6:30 or 7:30? =P