Out of Place.

I really, really don't like being at home.

Plup.

not gonna whine.

lol jk.

i'm so bored. i'm bored as hell. i locked myself up in my room, as always. i feel anxious being in the same house as my family lol. does that makes sense? i don't care. i'm suffocating. and it has only been two days yo. i was perfectly fine living in my hikkikomori fortress back in subang. okay maybe i spent way too much time NOT being with other people. uhhh. should i get a job? =w=

anxious. i am anxious.

5 5 5 6


5 5 4 3


6 5 5 4


6 6 5 4 


6 6 6 4


6 6 5 3


which is it. which one which one. =w=

Don't Ask.

// HAHAHA

4 4 4 4

there you go. 4 Y U NO uncles for my 44th post of the month which is also my 444th post of my blog :D how awesome is that? how ironic would it be if i get straight 4s for my result as well, considering how much i like number 4 lol. EHHH NO NOT GONNA HAPPEN. jk jk e___e yes i'm just joking. REALLY

okay i promise i'll blog when i have something real to write about. haihhhh

Y ME NO

i hate myself for being annoying. no no i've been whining too much. oh God please forgive me. i was asking too much, i feel so greedy. i am grateful for this chance that you've given me for all this while. i got to meet awesome people, all thanks to you. so now. please. give me a chance for me to stay with them for a little bit longer Q__Q i've been complaining too much to lots of people too =___=;; haihh sorry sorry i'm such a burden. come on intan. another less than 8 days to go. you can live through this. you have to live through this first. and then you can think of whatever happen next. Q__Q hohh. more thinking coming. nnghhh. it's okay i can do this.

i have only one option right? which is not to fail. i need to be awesome (=w=)b

(let's hope that i can keep this positiveness up until doomsday =__=;;)

Personal Response.

yeah right lol. deep down, we all know why we're praying for Korea. South Korea to be exact. everything is so biased. it's disgusting. =___= i know you guys don't want to appear as those selfish love-blinded fan girls. but face it lol. you guys are exactly that, and probably more. honestly, when i read the first article i found about this war, the first thing that came up to mind was Kangin. OMG Kangin =__=;; ( he is a member of Super Junior, currently serving the army ) so i find it extremely revolting to read tweets like, "i don't pray for Korea just because of my biases, of course i think about all the innocent people.." lol. DON'T DENY IT.

koreans dominating the trending topics. do you see any #prayforcambodia? lol. as of now, 2 South korean soldiers are confirmed to be killed by the attack. as of now, death toll from Cambodia stampede rises to 345. Not awesome D: i got a C for my personal response in BIOL1040 for saying that one life is equal to the other =__= go figure. wahh i blogged something unrelated to my result lol.

Strange Dreamer.

no. i really don't know how to explain myself. haihh.

i made a new blog. my dreams are too epic so i think i'll post them there. i've been wanting to make myself a dream journal since, like, forever? lol. so i finally made one xD FML i forgot to sleep OTL i can't really dream if i don't sleep can i? owh i can actually. my day dreams. aihh. should i make another blog for that too? =___= nghh. oh. i changed the name of my blog and the description :'D tadi saya baca entry kakairu aimi lepas tu chatbox dia yang suggest nama tu. "This Webpage is Not Available." but then i changed it a bit to fit the description. hoho. i feel like a ninja. it's like, i'm here. but there's a possibility that i'm not really here. i might be something. but i can turn out to be something else. sebenarnya saya suka kacau mak cik jual kuih tu. bila saya datang beli kuih, dia menggelabah cakap engrishu. hueueue. most people can't really tell if i'm a malay or a chinese. it is awesome. i should go for kunoichi training. hueue. okay. i need to thread my eyebrows today. and trim my fringe. then i'll probably start packing stuff. hmmm.

ah FML. it's ending fast.

Monomania.

whoa just look at my blog archive for this month. the busier i'm supposed to be, the more posts i wrote. ah but most of them are just three lines posts.

yes people new blogskin. it was Zaty's previous template. xD

mangareader.net got a facelift, so i thought i might change my template too =3= ah lies. i was just bored. and i'm still bored. that's why i'm writing now. i added my brother and sister of facebook. dear brother approved me already, but i doubt my sister would do the same. i put the link to my blog on facebook, so in case brother dearest found it and is actually reading this right now, drop me a comment to let me know lol. if you want to ~__~ now you know your sister rambles a lot hueueue.

i was actually reading through my previous posts, during SAM. what i'm feeling right now is exactly the same as what i felt back then. it is dejavu. THIS IS SAM ALL OVER AGAIN Q__Q and i'm supposed to live like this for the rest of my life, resting my fate on those 4 miserable numbers? Q__Q my poor heart won't be able to handle this much longer. i shall die young. haihh. i don't think you understand. i must not fail. i cannot fail. there is no reason why i should fail. but i'm so worried. i'm really scared. i really don't think you understand. what if i wake up on that fateful morning and see something less than 5.00 printed on the SACE website? i will die. i am really worried. i passed the first hurdle during SAM. what's the probability of me not passing this second hurdle? Q__Q you don't understand. i want this. i really really want this. i can type this all day. i want this badly Q__Q i am tired. but i want. mummy mummy i need prozac Q__Q

how did i passed through the days during SAM? i know i cried. i cried hard during this one night, when i wake up my eyes were freakishly swollen the next morning. and mom saw it. she asked me what's wrong but i couldn't possibly tell her. it was a miracle that i passed the requirement during SAM so everything was peachy. what if i don't make this time? what should i tell her? what should i tell everyone? what should i do? i am. really. really. worried. but there isn't any reason left for me to fail because i must not fail right? so logically, i shouldn't fail. right? Q__Q what if. what if. what if. it's killing me. the result is coming out on the first of December. that is like, my dad's birthday Q__Q nnghhh. no. no.

i won't fail right?

Emotional Facebooking.

wah i can't click through D:

uhh. yes. i was stalking. uhhh. people from my past. i got bored. and curious. no. mostly bored. i call them my past because i don't bring them with me, as in, today la lol. i don't add them on facebook either. but i can still click through some of their profile infos since they didn't set it to private. ahh. seriously people, put your profile as private la. things can happen okay? ceh. i am somewhat glad that i can't find any of my family members profile on facebook. they do have facebooks though. i know. i did stalked my little brother's page for quite some time in the past. he's 16. and i do see him changing his relationship status from one thing to the other. from one girl to the other i mean. cehhh little bro got gameee. being the mean nee-chan that i am, of course i would tease him. i teased him a lot lol. he couldn't take it so he made his profile private. and he blocked me some more wtf.

oh. please don't underestimate my browsing capabilities. i would be ashamed to call myself a stalker if i can't find my own family on facebook. uhh. what i mean is, i can't find them directly using that search box. but i can find them of course (Y) i found my brother's, my mom's, and my little bro's. uhh. my dad doesn't trust the internet very much lol. i was bombarded with awesome questions when he got this email from 'me', which was actually sent by a spambot or something. he got too worried so not having a facebook should be a plus for him. i am also very worried about what my mom does when she's on facebook. seriously =___= shouldn't it be another way around? she can get distracted easily. what if she falls for that stupid blinking ads "YOU ARE OUR 99,999th VIEWER!!" or something? worried daughter is worried.

my sister? *goes stalk* oh yes i found her's too. i am awesome. she doesn't even use her real name on facebook. but i am too awesome so i still can track her down. uhh. i found my sister-in-law's, and her sister's. and my few other relatives. =___= nghh. not gonna add them though. not yet. WHY? haha. i would like to add my brother, but then =___=;; i hafta add my mom too. things could get complicated ~___~

ah. i found most of my classmates from primary school. it's weird lol. they don't really change. i know i changed. i changed a hell lot. i'm loving my current self, just so you know. hmm. we were talking about the teachers during our primary school days. hmm. i was kinda keeping this grudge on one of the teachers. seriously, i didn't like the way he treated us kids, as in, budak kampung. we were discriminated lol. i didn't care that much when i was small, but the grudge kinda grew over the years. what he did was wrong. so, while chatting, i brought him up. i jokingly asked one of my friends whether she'd found that particular teacher's facebook. and she said "yes! tengah tunggu dia approve je :D" i was like "=____= DNW." she put up a link so clicked.

i was surprised. he really didn't looked like what he used to looked like. he's getting old. all my grudges against him really disappeared D: and i even felt guilty. and i don't usually feel guilty about stuff because i don't do things that'll make me feel guilty. seriously. but this one, it really caught me by surprise. ahh cikgu cikgu i am so sorry for the hatred i've kept against you. what u did was wrong but i don't think it matters anymore. Q__Q hohh.

// oh wow i'm not freaking out that much today.

// the cheeseburgers did the trick i think. hmmph. no. it's because of some nice people.

// people are nice Q__Q

// okay i'll go add my brother and sister nao.

Soft and Bouncy Hair.

okay i think i have let everyone know how helpless and hopeless i am about my result. but i'm not done yet. seriously. i'm still freaking out.

but i wanna post something vain here.

i think my pimples are so glad that i'm done with my first year of degree, that they decided to come out and play. they aren't just playing, they are partying lol. so now i have this black patch of skin on my nose sebab tangan saya gatal2 picit. i was thinking that i don't need to see anyone in college anymoar, so it's alright to leave a giant crater on my face because i'll have enough time for it to heal, or something. yihhh it's so uglehh TTwTT i hope i won't turn into a scar. and my hair =___= ohhh. the black (healthy) roots are showing. the roots are softer than the rest of my hair so overall my hair looks like blerghhh. they look flat and lifeless. they are soft though. and my fringe is getting quite long =___=;; i should get it trim. oh oppa. i shall come and see you later. and yeah my hair is getting quite long overall. i should trim it. but if i go to the saloon alone, i might do something random like asking for a short short short bob. i dunno. i might just. ehhh.

i don't feel like myself. i don't look like myself. i don't even remember how i used to look like. padan muka =___= i keep changing things and now i don't know what's what. at least i don't have that multiple personality disorder thingie. ehhh i don't have that right?

omg i'm really going insane TTwTT

This is Funny.

every time the thought of it crosses my mind

i'll go insane.

bear with me for another 9 days?

until i finally break down.

until all of hell gone loose.

:3

Nutty.

nnnhh. what was i thinking.

i am really going nuts.

people. people. people.

people is making me sad.

Happy People.

// i was really bored.

How We Roll.

I don't obsess over vampires and sorcerers, therefore i must be lifeless. hehh.

what? it's HP7 already? i can remember the first three movies, and one movie about that Cedric vampire cross-over, but i don't recall the other two. haih. i am somewhat disappointed in myself. i should be able to know things without having to care.

it's the second day of my social reclusion. i mean, really. after the exam ended on thursday, i haven't really had a proper post exam outing. not. that. i. really. care. a hikki is always a hikki. i'm catching up to most of the mangas that i haven't finished reading. Blade of the Immortal is just too awesome. i even freaked myself out reading it. 6 pages of continuous head slicing scene. hohh =__= ♥ but i finally get to witness the death of a villain who i really, really hate from the bottom of my heart. FUCK YOU SHINRA HAHA. yes he finally died. his body got ripped apart by wild dogs. there could be no other suitable way for that fucking son of a bitch to dieee. seriously i have never hated a character so much. i usually have a soft spot for villains because sometimes i can understand how they turn out bad. they could be a cold blooded killer who kills a lot of people ( just like my Kagehisa-sama ) but i love him to bits lol. BUT SHINRA? owh he rapes and tortures women lol so of course i don't like him D: gila =___=

and because i read too many gore stuff lately, i had this awesome dream last night. i had to kill some of my relatives who are born under specific stars or something. it's the curse of the black zodiac D: but the zodiac names are so weird. there's this North-something, South-something, and i swear, there was this zodiac called 'Tenggiri' WTH. yes it is a fish. i think it's some sort of a Pisces spin-off. to break the curse, i have to kill 7 people that represents the black zodiac. if i don't kill them first, they will kill me. so i have this awesome katana and i kill them muhaha. i aim for the head, most of the time. if i can't, i would go for the backbone. i managed to kill them all, but i can't remember how the dream ended. sad.

aih internet is sucky. okay okay. so, hikkikomori's don't go out in day light, right? so that's what i did. yesterday the only thing that i ate was this oat krunch cookies lol. but then i don't wan't to stray far from the ways of the hikkikomori so i went out around 10 pm to get some cup noodles. and guess what? 7-11 ran out of cup noodles D: i was really sad. i only brought an RM10 note with me to stop me from overspending. so i grab 6 packets of the regular instant noodles, and a bottle of mineral. i didn't checked the price properly. one packet of instant noodle was about 1.20, so i was like, "oh i should be 7 something, the mineral won't cost me much i think." i dropped everything on the counter and the total was RM10. haha. what a close call. oh there was this creepy guy eyeing me at the counter too. he was sitting outside the shop but he came in when he saw me coming. yes i could hear he whispered to his friend "weyh, boleh tahan". yes people. annoying people. then again it was my fault for going out alone at night. i should knew better Q__Q oh but then at the counter, the guy suddenly went, "cina ke melayu?" =___= what difference does it make, seriously. kalau aku cakap aku cina, you won't harass me ka? cehhh racists. i ignored him and warped home. =__=;;

i am a Eurasian lol.

Q__Q

Left.

one by one.

i should let it go.

sum(Everything).

the only reason i'm blogging is because i'm waiting for TWGOK to buffer lol.

might as well write out stuff properly, not some random 3-lines-posts.

ahhh okay. i've just finished with my first year degree. it was a great year. i have the opportunity to meet people. good people. nice people. some are bitchy though. ughhh. i want to be with them again next year, and meet other good people. but i seriously don't think i'll make it. i want it so badly though. the situation now is like, i got 4.75 for the last semester. it is sucky i know, probably because i was being myself and only kinda studied at the last minute, so all the blame is on me. and i'm regretting it. i was told that the 5's i got were really close to 6's, but hell, the main point of it all is that i'm just not good enough. yes, the requirement for me to get my ass to UQ next year is 5.00. or 4.9 as stated in the agreement. so i should the minimum  i should be getting is like, 5 5 5 6. the worst i could get is 5 5 4 3. the best i could get is 6 6 5 4 or 6 6 6 4 (oh i like 6 6 6 4). there is also a possibility where i get 5.00 (6 6 5 3) for this sem, so the average would be like, 4.875 which is somewhat close to (70/100 * 7 = 4.9). if i really failed my chemistry though, (getting a 3) that would mean i could repeat the paper and i could probably get a decent 6 maybe? maybe. =__= i should've done chem past years like, seriously. relentlessly. but got that one fucked up. anddd i shouldn't have messed up my first CMT. by "messed" i mean "fucked up" juga. i did gave stat and phys and bio my best shot. chemistry was never my strong point but I TRIED Q___Q I SERIOUSLY TRIED SOMEWHAT BUT STILL

as stupid as it may sounds like, i'm still hoping that my sponsor would let me get through.

BUT IT IS HOPELESS LSKJDLSK

BUT I WANT Q___Q

i want this for myself really. to the point of where i don't really care about stuff like "letting my parents down" or whatever. but my parents will care though. i will get killed. but i don't care i still wantttt.

i really can't picture myself in 2011 if i can't get through this. i would miss a lot of people. and plans. Q___Q uhhh i want this i want this Q___Q

i have a tendency to not get what i want when i want something too much.

STILL WANTS.

Deliverance.

i'm done.

let's just hope.

really, really, hope.

// collapse on bed

Hanging.

I don't want tomorrow to come.

I'm gonna miss all the nice people.

i want to see them again.

The Grinch.

i'm spending raya alone with stats lol.

i don't mind but this feels wrong.

i wanna go buy McD later. nikki kata quater pounder is nais substitute for rendang.

Q__Q sedih la

Corrupted.

shoujo poisoning.

saya selalu baca manga sambil jerit kuat kuat "WTH" / "WTF" for every scene yang sengal. especially confession scenes. i would laugh macam orang gila while i roll in my bed. then i would continue cursing.

saya memang gila.

IKR.

What Even is This.

// i am distracted

Because It's Like That.

Nice people is nice.

there are some bitchy people out there, still.

i'm good.

Jennifer Yamada-San.

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Ipod, Mp4 etc. on shuffle mode.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 5 friends. (Random)

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

*************this is mine**************

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

>> Without You - 2PM ( i'm gonna be okay without you? =__= )

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

>> Dreaming - Brian Joo ( yes yes )

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

>> Your Name - SHINee ( whoah >:D )

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

>> Cure For the Itch - Linkin Park ( i'm not itchy =__= )

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

>> Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park ( yes yes )

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

>> Heartbreaker - G Dragon ( =___= )

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU

>> In Between - Linkin Park ( half sane half crazy xD )

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

>> Under the Darkness - C.G Mix ( cet =__= )

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

>> Greek Goddess - Yuna ( huhh )

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?

>> I My Me Mine - 4minute ( the artist kinda like answered the 4 )

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

>> Y - MBLAQ ( haha y u my bestfriend xD )

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

>> Fully Alive - Flyleaf ( yes yes exactly )

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

>> Love Like This - SS501 ( hohh )

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

>> Break Down - BEAST ( haha wth )

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

>> The One - FT Island ( :3 )

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

>> Tourniquet - Evanescence ( this is just =___= omg really )

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

>> Hikkikomori Rolling - RADWIMPS ( cannot be more accurate )

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

>> Lost - 2AM ( yes i'm afraid of getting lost )

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

>> Heaven - Lamb ( i have a secret heaven? )

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

>> Permission - Yuna ( for whatttt hahaha )

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

>> Tattoo - CN Blue ( they can last for ever? )

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

>> Jennifer Yamada-San - RADWIMPS ( okay that's random enough )

FMB.

hear myself thinking.

i sound liek crazy.

DNW.

do you understand what i'm sayingggg wahhhhhh

UGHHH.

THIS ONE IS TOO REALLLL

FUCK LAAAAA

=3=

Uhh.

My addictions.

They are serious.

why la why la why la

=___=

I Told U.

i am awesomely dumb lol.

i studied hard but apparently i studied the right thing the wrong way.

so now i'm not studying that hard but i'm studying the right way nao.

6 6 6 3

i'm really not asking for much.

Homeostasis

because i'm too random, i don't know what's normal.

i can march into the saloon and dye my hair blonde, pink, pierce my tongue, piece my brows, and people would knew me would think it's normal for me to be so random.

i have successfully removed all expectations towards me.

Say Yes to Pull the Trigger. (Tagged)

i got tagged. so here goes.

1) adakah anda rasa anda hot?

>>  sangat hot. =___=

2) upload wallpaper yang anda guna sekarang

3) cerita pasal wallpaper tersebut.
>>  i don't think i need to.

4) bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?
>>  last month. i have eaten 3 regular pizzas in total.

5) lagu paling latest anda dengar.
>>  what do you mean latest lol. i don't listen to radio other than SeoulFM. i'm current obsession is Flyleaf. i'm nice so i'll put a [link]. ah BEAST released their new mini album so that counts as a latest song i think. "Beautiful".

6) apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
>> listening to Flyleaf and freaking out. (refer to last post)

7) dipanggil nama apa selain nama sendiri, anda?

>> ketahuilah yang saya ada banyak nama. i really can't remember them all.

8) tag lagi lapan orang.
>> you have tagged them already. so i'll tagged whatever i like hehhh

1 - Sohn Dong Woon

2 - Jang Hyun Seung

3 - Lee Min Ho

4 - Ulquiorra Schiffer

5 - Choi Min ho6 - Dr Tenma

7 - Oppa no 7

8 - Yesung

9) Siapakah orang no. 1 kepada anda?
>> My awesome (Eurasian-looking Korean Pop Idol from BEAST who thinks he's an Arabic prince) bias.

10) Katakan sesuatu kepada orang no.5
>> ICWUDT. liek seriously, stay away from Suzy. 

11) No. 3 ada hubungan dengan sapa?
>> HE BETTER NOT BE WITH ANYONE. EXCEPT ME.

12) Bagaimana pula dengan no.4?
>> HE'S TOO EMO. but he's cute so he's with me >:D

13) Pesanan kepada orang no.6
>> life sucks kan? :/

14) Kata2 cinta untuk orang no. 2.
>> please know that my love for you is eternal sayang. don't be so emo all the time. i approve JunSeung so don't worry.

15) Adakah no.7 dan no.8 mempunyai persamaan?
>> yes. they have me.

16)  Berikan 5 perkara yang anda tahu tentang orang yang mengetag anda
> nama dia Izyan.

> dia tak single.

> dia ada boyfriend.

> boyfriend dia lelaki.

> boyfriend dia bernama Radzi?

(aish sesungguhnya i don't stalk my (female) colleague mates oftenly =__=)

18)  Perasaan anda semasa buat tag ini.
>> freaked. takut. cuak. menggelabahly overwhelmed. (refer to last post)

19)  Adakah anda tahu y si Razman itu sengal??
>> Ha'ah.

20) gay or lesbian
>> Yaoi FTW

It's Done.

no no i won't crap about exams.


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FUCK YOU I NEED TO GET 7s FOR MY PHYSICS AND STATS OR ELSE I'M DOOMED.


why do i see that i'm the only one struggling =___=


FUCK MY LIFE. FUCK MY STUPID BRAIN. FUCK THIS ALL


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i really really wanna be a rockstar. i shall practice my screams now. i will then upload my awesome song covers on youtube. maybe i could get recruited by a band or something.


this song right here.





all parawhores are in love with vampires.


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ahhh i just downloaded an EP and a random rar file. they are awesome. i'm in love.

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it's almost 4 am but i can't sleep because i'm too freaked out lol. i really really really want this. i was really really depressed when i reached myplace so i slept like nobody's business. but i'm feeling a little bit better now thanks to weenawheen and mun mun for temaning me eat dinner. it was random. just what i need.

seriously, there are still good people in the world.

I Find You Dumb.

Seriously.

Why do you like to be hated so much?

Poison.

it's 3:37 am and i still haven't finished with module 1 chem.

i'm on my fourth can of nescafe now.

i'm gonna die.

For the Record.

i'm happy.

this is the first time i actually finished reading through like, everything before an exam.

this is awesome heuueue.

but i'm better off concentrating on chem. but i haven't touch anything yet.

serious serious

Give and Take.

eating kuay teow goreng. again.

dad texted me. wished me luck. mum called me. wished me luck.

i need the luck.

i don't need the 'unintentional' pressure.

Like.

I'm not that awesome but please like me too.

go go go

Instead.

i got kuay tiow goreng udang tak de sayur instead.

zubet texted me.

went to ayam penyet SS15. yes i ate.

so now i'm full. very full.

go go go

Painful.

AAAAAA

tadi masa mandi kaki pedih kena air dengan sabun.

i want kuay tiow goreng ayam tak nak sayur.

This Scar,

dammit i scratched my leg on the study table.

the study table must be at fault.

I Hate Soggy Maggi.

aihhh. i squished one of the roaches and wash it down the drain. it was ickyyyyyyy.

on another note,

how much water do u put when u cook maggi lol. i use exactly two cups of water when i cook using a pot. i would pour hot water to the exact place where indicated when i eat maggi in a cup. the water would be like, get absorbed by the noodles and the soup won't be as much anymore but i won't add more water because i don't want the soup to be diluted =3= ceh ceh i'm really hopeless OTL

so tonight, just now actually, i ran out of maggi in a cup. but i have this regular mamee chicken mushroom instant noodles. usually i just pour boiling water in a bowl and just let the noodle soak with the seasoning and stuff. but the noodle would be kinda stiff and the soup would be like super diluted. yet they get soggy so quickly. i hate soggy maggi =3= so i was like, why don't i just cook the whole thing in the water heater? the noodle would be cooked properly if i do that. but then, how much water should i use? i check the package and it said, "360 mL". that is like, 0.36 litres right? i re-checked the scale on the water heater and 0.36 litres would barely cover the heating metal element thing. there is no way the noodle would get cooked properly if i use 0.36 litres =3= ceh ceh.

so i just filled up the water heater up to the maximum mark and boiled it. then i put in the noodles and re-boiled it again until the noodle is cooked. i put the seasoning in a mug. then using a fork, i scooped out the noodles and transfer it into the mug. then i pour the hot water just until it submerges the noodle. ehehe.

perfect maggi gua tell you.

// shit i know i'm supposed to be studying shut up shut up

Orgy.

cilaka lipas.

buat orgy dalam bilik air aku.

so i flushed 3 of em down the toilet.

i couldn't get the other two. yet.

die bitches.

Zutto Zutto Aise-ru Kana.

hmmmm. why am i so in love with this.

OTO NO HA from RADWIMPS



it takes effort to find the lyrics and convert it to romaji.

google translate is sucky lol. but i think some of the meaning is there.

Romaji

僕はいつもここで歌っている　きっとこれからも歌っていく
bokuwa itsumokokode utatte iru kittokorekaramo utatte iku
そんな風に君をいつまでも　ずっと　ずっと愛せるかな
sonna fuu ni kimi wo itsumademo zutto zutto aise rukana


ずっと　ずっと愛せるかな　ずっと　ずっと愛せるかな
zutto zutto aise rukana zutto zutto aise rukana


夜と朝のちょうど真ん中で　僕はやけに　さびしくなる
yoru to asa nochoudo mannaka de bokuwa yakeni sabishikunaru
君と僕のちょうど真ん中に　太陽が割り込んでくる
kimi to boku nochoudo mannaka ni taiyou ga warikon dekuru


僕はいつもその光から　逃げるように君とうずくまる
bokuwa itsumo sono hikari kara nige ruyouni kimi touzukumaru
そして僕は君にこの気持ちを　五つの音の葉で表すんだ
soshite bokuwa kimi ni kono kimochi wo itsutsu no oto no ha de arawasu nda


すると君の溢れた想いは　流れて　こぼれて頬を伝う
suruto kimi no afure ta omoi wa nagare te koborete hoo wo tsutau
そんな風に僕も君のことを　優しく　優しく愛せるかな
sonna fuu ni boku mo kimi nokotowo yasashi ku yasashi ku aise rukana


優しく　優しく　愛せるかな　優しく　優しく　愛せるかな
yasashi ku yasashi ku aise rukana yasashi ku yasashi ku aise rukana


ずっと　ずっと愛せるかな　ずっと　ずっと愛せるかな
zutto zutto aise rukana zutto zutto aise rukana


僕はいつもここで歌っている　きっとこれからも歌っていく
bokuwa itsumokokode utatte iru kittokorekaramo utatte iku
そんな風に君をいつまでも　ずっと　ずっと愛せるかな
sonna fuu ni kimi woitsumademo zutto zutto aise rukana

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Translation

I'm sure we will continue to sing that song always here
Forever and ever, and I love you like that forever

I love that you love and much much much much more

Right in the middle of the night and morning I will be awfully lonely
Interrupting the sun comes right in the middle of you and me

I crouch as you move away from light and is always there
And I'm representing the five sound leaves you this feeling

Then you go along feeling my cheeks full of spills to flow
What kind of love too kindly of you that way

I love to love tenderly and gently gently gently Kana

I love that you love and much much much much more

I'm sure we will continue to sing that song always here
Forever and ever, and I love you like that forever

// world tour please? please?