i love fridays?

Friday!!! YosH!! i don't really remember much about class today, except for some details about Bio with Ms Param. LolZ. Friday's classes are prone to be wasted.

i've watched The Unborn today!!! thanx Quia for putting up with me!!! =^__^= the movie was good, but not the best; maybe because there simply isn't a decent cute male character in it. ;P anyhow, i still can't get the image of the twisted neck of Eli and the Dog. we thought of two 'pengajaran' from the movee;

1) Support Earth Day and 2) Use Contraceptives.



LolZ. i'm sure Quia will post a complete report about this. ;P


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pak cik, pak cik. jangan la merajuk lama2. saye x sengaje, honest.

i love fridays?

Friday!!! YosH!! i don't really remember much about class today, except for some details about Bio with Ms Param. LolZ. Friday's classes are prone to be wasted.

i've watched The Unborn today!!! thanx Quia for putting up with me!!! =^__^= the movie was good, but not the best; maybe because there simply isn't a decent cute male character in it. ;P anyhow, i still can't get the image of the twisted neck of Eli and the Dog. we thought of two 'pengajaran' from the movee;

1) Support Earth Day and 2) Use Contraceptives.



LolZ. i'm sure Quia will post a complete report about this. ;P


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pak cik, pak cik. jangan la merajuk lama2. saye x sengaje, honest.

Another 6 months, Give or Take

read the lyrics,
it'll remind u of someone.

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

SAM is almost over.
where will i be in another 6 months?

Another 6 months, Give or Take

read the lyrics,
it'll remind u of someone.

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I'd survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

SAM is almost over.
where will i be in another 6 months?

JUNK.

nk update jugakz! nk update jugakz!

sorry for the annoying tone. i just had the sudden urge to be more annoying than usual today. yay!

what to say about my week uh? err.. okay, firstly, i want to congratulate myself for finishing my chem and bio assignment. glad that's out of the way. now, geothermal energy and global warming. Gah! could someone lend me a sample of your ESl draft? because i really don't know where to start. T__T

whatever. there's more to blurp about actually, like how i was late for my physics test this morning, but i'm just not in the mood to do so. so, let's talk about something else that is totally insignificant! XD

a few days back, one an awesomely boring day, i was exploring the content of my purse of no reason. other than a few miserable note of currency (i have RM, USD, Korean Won, Brunei Dollar, Namibian Dollar and one uknown ), all that's left was JUNK. i don't really consider them as JUNK, but for others, err.. maybe they are JUNK. E.g. used movie tickets, expired membership cards, business cards that i picked up at random just coz i like the design, and a price tag of a special edition spongebob squarepants pencil case. owh, this might sound weird, but i am still keeping the blue strip of a paper printed with our name and student ID number that we got on the day we first arrived at Taylor's.. wahh.. nostalgic all of a sudden..

i kinda know that i have a hard time letting go of stuffs. my memories, i keep them dear. that's why i have this strange fettish for collecting stuff (JUNK). owh Peter Pan. take me to Neverland.

wanna know what happened to my first love? i killed him, carved out his heart, sealed it in a jar and put it in my refrigerator. HuaHuaHuaHua~~~ i'm such a psycho.

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err.. the last part. i made that up ye.. =_="

JUNK.

nk update jugakz! nk update jugakz!

sorry for the annoying tone. i just had the sudden urge to be more annoying than usual today. yay!

what to say about my week uh? err.. okay, firstly, i want to congratulate myself for finishing my chem and bio assignment. glad that's out of the way. now, geothermal energy and global warming. Gah! could someone lend me a sample of your ESl draft? because i really don't know where to start. T__T

whatever. there's more to blurp about actually, like how i was late for my physics test this morning, but i'm just not in the mood to do so. so, let's talk about something else that is totally insignificant! XD

a few days back, one an awesomely boring day, i was exploring the content of my purse of no reason. other than a few miserable note of currency (i have RM, USD, Korean Won, Brunei Dollar, Namibian Dollar and one uknown ), all that's left was JUNK. i don't really consider them as JUNK, but for others, err.. maybe they are JUNK. E.g. used movie tickets, expired membership cards, business cards that i picked up at random just coz i like the design, and a price tag of a special edition spongebob squarepants pencil case. owh, this might sound weird, but i am still keeping the blue strip of a paper printed with our name and student ID number that we got on the day we first arrived at Taylor's.. wahh.. nostalgic all of a sudden..

i kinda know that i have a hard time letting go of stuffs. my memories, i keep them dear. that's why i have this strange fettish for collecting stuff (JUNK). owh Peter Pan. take me to Neverland.

wanna know what happened to my first love? i killed him, carved out his heart, sealed it in a jar and put it in my refrigerator. HuaHuaHuaHua~~~ i'm such a psycho.

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err.. the last part. i made that up ye.. =_="

Genji : Evolution

Genji? ape tu?
Soalan cepumas.
That question will be answered today.
but i won't be answering it straight forwardly though.
i like beating around the bush.

GENJI1134

Why Genji? What's 1134?
After SPM, all i did was stayed at home. i didn't have much friends to hang out with, so there i was. stuck inside the house. bored with TV, i decided to turn to the computer. this may sound weird, but for the past 17 years of my life, i didn't even know how to use Internet Explorer. Frankly, the computer to me was strictly for typing, and a few computer games like Red Alert or CS or Unreal Tournament. or Worms Armageddon. or (this could go on and on). Yes, i did used the internet before, but only after my big bro opened up the browser for me and everything. Besides, the internet was always been conquered by my sis as long as i can remember, Blog? Friendster? Facebook? Stop dreaming. i didn't even have an e-mail at that time.

Remember that there were commercials promoting Neopets on Nickelodeon? Yup. the Altador Cup thing. keep in mind that i was dying out of boredom. On that faithful day, i sat in front of the computer, clicked on the Internet Explorer shortcut, and typed in "Neopets" inside the URL browser. Heck. Can you recall the EST "textbook"? there was a section of the book that gives a guide to web browsing. and i even used that book to guide me through the internet!

i made it to the Neopets homepage. i was filling out the registration form, when i realised that i would need an email to complete the whole thing. so, like a blind mice in front of the computer, i somehow managed to get to Yahoo homepage and registered myself an email! eiiya_24. yup, my first ID. why? my pet name for my family is 'iya' while 24 was a Spongebob induced number. Episode 53 titled 'New Student Starfish'. but later on, i upgraded it to eiiya_25 because, well, you have to refer to this.

and that is how i got myself a Neopet account! under Kagaribiku9. my first pet was an Xweetok named Chobitsu9. why Kagaribiku9? the name originates from 'Samurai Showdown' computer game. Kagaribiku was mentioned in the game, as the ghostly lover of Basara, who i think sold his soul and commit mass murdernin order to be with her. i think. heck, the game was in total japanese, so i didn't understand a thing. XD Chobitsu9? of course la from the anime Chobits. why 9? because any other number just won't suit the name.

lol~ i still haven't got to the part where Genji1134 comes in.

should i stop here? XD
nope. i still haven't figure out anything better to do than babling.

so, i was introduced to the Wild Wild World of Internet. it was not long before i got tired of Neopets, so i tried something else. i recalled that my sis always like to show me these funny videos from Youtube. she was the one who showed me the 'Geli Mat' video! so, videos.. and then it hit me. "Eh, there was a show called 'Bleach' aired on TV3 a few months back, right?" so there i was, stuck in front of the computer. i loved Bleach so much that i had this urge of posting comments after watching every part of the episodes. thus...

i registered a Youtube account! but wait. to tell you the truth, i was kinda young at this otaku stuffs, and I had the impression that only boys can watch anime such as Bleach and Naruto. i was trapped in my own dilemma. (no la, i'm just exaggerating!) so i opted for a more 'boy'ish, brutaland goth ID. did you ever noticed that a combination of a few letters can make up a name that is kinda brutal? like K, G, R, B, J, and K for instance. i dunno, it's just my opinion. somehow, the word 'Genji' came to mind. but that wasn't enough. i had to put something else to make it unique. at the same time, i was quite influenced by the anime Jigoku Shoujo, translated as Hell Girl in English, and wanted to come up something that is complementary to it. Jigoku Shounen? agaga~ that would be stupid. then, a sudden inspiration came. when Animax first started to air Jigoku Shoujo, they were using this unique four numbers to describe the anime, and also the time of when it suppose to air. 11:34 midnight. type in these four numbers in any cheap calculator, turn it upside down and it will read 'Hell'. ala, don't pretend that u had never experimented with this kinda stuff dulu..

so, at that moment, Genji1134 was born. with that ID, i could post anything about Bleach without having any concern of views like 'eh, ur a girl la, u should watch anime that is more girlish' or 'eh, what do u know about sword fighting and vengence? ur just a gurl ony ma...' or maybe 'shut up la biatch!' and i hate the latter the most. and i watched through Bleach episode 000 to 164 all on Youtube, while posting comments on the videos that i feel worth commenting about. and to my suprise, there were a lot of responses from other people to the comments that i had posted! generally, all of them agrees with me, and i'm sure, most of them are boys too. and from there, it is proven that I am as good as boys in watching anime. maybe better! (no la, what i meant to say was anime is universal, and things such as gender or age doesn't matter..)

and from Youtube, i had discovered a powerful tool that i can used all around the internet. HTML customization!!~ i customized my own Youtube profile, which no one had ever bothered to do so. haha~

should i go on? okay!

so, after Dattebayo threaten that they will stop subbing Bleach if people keep on uploading the subbed episode on Youtube or Veoh, my career of an anime critic came to a halt. no more Bleach episode can be found on Youtube because we all love Dattebayo. for episode 165 onwards, i downloaded them for myself. where? heheee~~~ ask me then i'll tell you. i don't want the server there to be congested cuz so many otaku(s) like me are downloading stuff from there.

i had no other choice. Social Networking Sites, Here I Come!!! i opened a Friendster account, and added like 5 of my schoolmate. the name that i had chosen? of course la Genji1134! i need to further spread my Genjinism to other websites as well! XD Day by day, my network became wider and wider. lol~ this is where it gets weird. before this, i had never used my own pics as my profile picture. i just used some owh-so-kakkoi pics of male anime characters, or maybe some emo pictures. some of you might have seen my awesomely decorated profile filled with multicolored skulls and purple sparks. well, combined both of them, with the addition of the name Genji1134, my profile looks totally like it belonged to a ---------- boy.

i had this friend once. she sends me these sweet comments, and all are like emo-i'm-broken- need-you-to-fix-me-i've-fallen-for-you type of comments. she was the one who added me in the first place. she was the one who started sending me comments, so i just send mutual replies like, ya know, simple and short! but when i started replying in a girlish manner, she starts acting weird. yeah, it was scary. turns out that she was completely unaware of the first thing that is shown on my profile. "female, 17". XD

can i continue?

so, after hanging around friendster, i was absorbed with Frindster groups. I'd join Bleach FC, Naruto FC, Graduan SPM 2007 and 1990. i was kinda active in 1990, when i met Miss Deeba, Miss Solitude, Mr Kambengnator, Miss Areleyah, Miss Auni, Mr Belim, Miss Ckinoza, Miss Eppa, Mr Halogen, Mr Jufri, Mr Syairazi, Mr Topek, Miss Radenchan, Miss Wani, and those who knows me there~ haha.. they were commiting an Internet Bully crime against me, but in the end, the realised that they had messed with someone they shouldn't be messing with. Especially u Kambing Tempe!!! they had accepted me into their group called "Kuman-Kuman Manjer~" Miss Deeba la Ketua Segale Kuman while Pak Cik ShY aka Razingal memegang post sebagai ketue segale SENG~AL.. heee..

on the way, i picked up some other names. one that was seared into my mind was 'Monyet Usang'.

i had blogged before this, but i really can't remember where.. =_="

well, then i moved to Myspace, and gradually Facebook. the most recent SNW i joined is Tagged.

Today, i'm known only as Genji on friendster. i deleted my myspace account recently and are more active in blogging and Facebook (cuz i like games.) owh! Pet Society! my pet name is Agarashi Emo. i could swear i read that name somewhere around a Jigoku Shoujo forum, but i couldn't trace it back. it was the name of my third neopet; a young Grundo.

uh.. my shoulders hurt. better stop. to be continued..

Genji : Evolution

Genji? ape tu?
Soalan cepumas.
That question will be answered today.
but i won't be answering it straight forwardly though.
i like beating around the bush.

GENJI1134

Why Genji? What's 1134?
After SPM, all i did was stayed at home. i didn't have much friends to hang out with, so there i was. stuck inside the house. bored with TV, i decided to turn to the computer. this may sound weird, but for the past 17 years of my life, i didn't even know how to use Internet Explorer. Frankly, the computer to me was strictly for typing, and a few computer games like Red Alert or CS or Unreal Tournament. or Worms Armageddon. or (this could go on and on). Yes, i did used the internet before, but only after my big bro opened up the browser for me and everything. Besides, the internet was always been conquered by my sis as long as i can remember, Blog? Friendster? Facebook? Stop dreaming. i didn't even have an e-mail at that time.

Remember that there were commercials promoting Neopets on Nickelodeon? Yup. the Altador Cup thing. keep in mind that i was dying out of boredom. On that faithful day, i sat in front of the computer, clicked on the Internet Explorer shortcut, and typed in "Neopets" inside the URL browser. Heck. Can you recall the EST "textbook"? there was a section of the book that gives a guide to web browsing. and i even used that book to guide me through the internet!

i made it to the Neopets homepage. i was filling out the registration form, when i realised that i would need an email to complete the whole thing. so, like a blind mice in front of the computer, i somehow managed to get to Yahoo homepage and registered myself an email! eiiya_24. yup, my first ID. why? my pet name for my family is 'iya' while 24 was a Spongebob induced number. Episode 53 titled 'New Student Starfish'. but later on, i upgraded it to eiiya_25 because, well, you have to refer to this.

and that is how i got myself a Neopet account! under Kagaribiku9. my first pet was an Xweetok named Chobitsu9. why Kagaribiku9? the name originates from 'Samurai Showdown' computer game. Kagaribiku was mentioned in the game, as the ghostly lover of Basara, who i think sold his soul and commit mass murdernin order to be with her. i think. heck, the game was in total japanese, so i didn't understand a thing. XD Chobitsu9? of course la from the anime Chobits. why 9? because any other number just won't suit the name.

lol~ i still haven't got to the part where Genji1134 comes in.

should i stop here? XD
nope. i still haven't figure out anything better to do than babling.

so, i was introduced to the Wild Wild World of Internet. it was not long before i got tired of Neopets, so i tried something else. i recalled that my sis always like to show me these funny videos from Youtube. she was the one who showed me the 'Geli Mat' video! so, videos.. and then it hit me. "Eh, there was a show called 'Bleach' aired on TV3 a few months back, right?" so there i was, stuck in front of the computer. i loved Bleach so much that i had this urge of posting comments after watching every part of the episodes. thus...

i registered a Youtube account! but wait. to tell you the truth, i was kinda young at this otaku stuffs, and I had the impression that only boys can watch anime such as Bleach and Naruto. i was trapped in my own dilemma. (no la, i'm just exaggerating!) so i opted for a more 'boy'ish, brutaland goth ID. did you ever noticed that a combination of a few letters can make up a name that is kinda brutal? like K, G, R, B, J, and K for instance. i dunno, it's just my opinion. somehow, the word 'Genji' came to mind. but that wasn't enough. i had to put something else to make it unique. at the same time, i was quite influenced by the anime Jigoku Shoujo, translated as Hell Girl in English, and wanted to come up something that is complementary to it. Jigoku Shounen? agaga~ that would be stupid. then, a sudden inspiration came. when Animax first started to air Jigoku Shoujo, they were using this unique four numbers to describe the anime, and also the time of when it suppose to air. 11:34 midnight. type in these four numbers in any cheap calculator, turn it upside down and it will read 'Hell'. ala, don't pretend that u had never experimented with this kinda stuff dulu..

so, at that moment, Genji1134 was born. with that ID, i could post anything about Bleach without having any concern of views like 'eh, ur a girl la, u should watch anime that is more girlish' or 'eh, what do u know about sword fighting and vengence? ur just a gurl ony ma...' or maybe 'shut up la biatch!' and i hate the latter the most. and i watched through Bleach episode 000 to 164 all on Youtube, while posting comments on the videos that i feel worth commenting about. and to my suprise, there were a lot of responses from other people to the comments that i had posted! generally, all of them agrees with me, and i'm sure, most of them are boys too. and from there, it is proven that I am as good as boys in watching anime. maybe better! (no la, what i meant to say was anime is universal, and things such as gender or age doesn't matter..)

and from Youtube, i had discovered a powerful tool that i can used all around the internet. HTML customization!!~ i customized my own Youtube profile, which no one had ever bothered to do so. haha~

should i go on? okay!

so, after Dattebayo threaten that they will stop subbing Bleach if people keep on uploading the subbed episode on Youtube or Veoh, my career of an anime critic came to a halt. no more Bleach episode can be found on Youtube because we all love Dattebayo. for episode 165 onwards, i downloaded them for myself. where? heheee~~~ ask me then i'll tell you. i don't want the server there to be congested cuz so many otaku(s) like me are downloading stuff from there.

i had no other choice. Social Networking Sites, Here I Come!!! i opened a Friendster account, and added like 5 of my schoolmate. the name that i had chosen? of course la Genji1134! i need to further spread my Genjinism to other websites as well! XD Day by day, my network became wider and wider. lol~ this is where it gets weird. before this, i had never used my own pics as my profile picture. i just used some owh-so-kakkoi pics of male anime characters, or maybe some emo pictures. some of you might have seen my awesomely decorated profile filled with multicolored skulls and purple sparks. well, combined both of them, with the addition of the name Genji1134, my profile looks totally like it belonged to a ---------- boy.

i had this friend once. she sends me these sweet comments, and all are like emo-i'm-broken- need-you-to-fix-me-i've-fallen-for-you type of comments. she was the one who added me in the first place. she was the one who started sending me comments, so i just send mutual replies like, ya know, simple and short! but when i started replying in a girlish manner, she starts acting weird. yeah, it was scary. turns out that she was completely unaware of the first thing that is shown on my profile. "female, 17". XD

can i continue?

so, after hanging around friendster, i was absorbed with Frindster groups. I'd join Bleach FC, Naruto FC, Graduan SPM 2007 and 1990. i was kinda active in 1990, when i met Miss Deeba, Miss Solitude, Mr Kambengnator, Miss Areleyah, Miss Auni, Mr Belim, Miss Ckinoza, Miss Eppa, Mr Halogen, Mr Jufri, Mr Syairazi, Mr Topek, Miss Radenchan, Miss Wani, and those who knows me there~ haha.. they were commiting an Internet Bully crime against me, but in the end, the realised that they had messed with someone they shouldn't be messing with. Especially u Kambing Tempe!!! they had accepted me into their group called "Kuman-Kuman Manjer~" Miss Deeba la Ketua Segale Kuman while Pak Cik ShY aka Razingal memegang post sebagai ketue segale SENG~AL.. heee..

on the way, i picked up some other names. one that was seared into my mind was 'Monyet Usang'.

i had blogged before this, but i really can't remember where.. =_="

well, then i moved to Myspace, and gradually Facebook. the most recent SNW i joined is Tagged.

Today, i'm known only as Genji on friendster. i deleted my myspace account recently and are more active in blogging and Facebook (cuz i like games.) owh! Pet Society! my pet name is Agarashi Emo. i could swear i read that name somewhere around a Jigoku Shoujo forum, but i couldn't trace it back. it was the name of my third neopet; a young Grundo.

uh.. my shoulders hurt. better stop. to be continued..

Once upon an afternoon.

wahhh~tensionnyer buat bio~~ tension juga buat ESL~~ dan tension juga buat chem.. XD everything is around 80 - 90% complete. i wish i have a template essay or something, because i seriously don't know what I'm doing. to top it off, my printer has broke down. syeesh~ cyber cafe? too darn expensive. i wanted to print my stuffs at my dad's office, but he's too busy. ahhhhhhh~~ tensionnyer~~~

okay. instead of writing something totally depressing, let's write about some of my awkward memories, shall we? this incident happened quite far back, when i was in form 3 i think..

*flashback*

it was like any ordinary day. the merciless Sun shone brightly from the sky, leaving everything under it cower for shade; including myself. my daily walk home from school usually takes about 15 minutes, but under the hot Sun, it seemed like an eternity.

i reached home. dumping my bag on my bed, i went straight to the kitchen. hoping for a miracle, i took a peek under the food cover. empty. sigh. it has been like this for three years, and i kinda used to not having lunch. so why would i even bother.

my hand reached for a bottle of 100+, and i land myself on to a comfortable couch in the living room. turned on the TV. it was a custom for me to watch mouth-watering cooking program whenever I'm hungry. suicidal TV watching? go figure.

a few moments later, my not-so-little brother got home. he did exactly the same things that i did before. but i was too hungry to laugh at that time.

suddenly, i heard the front gate slide open again . i was too tired to go and peek at the windows, so i signalled my bro to go and take a look. maybe mom came home early. and brought food with her. all i can think about was food.

but it wasn't mom. my bro took a peek at the windows, and he ran inside his room.

"weyh, ko lari asal? sape datang?"
"tak tau! sape ntah!"
"yang ko lari nape?!"
"aku takut ah! aku x knal sape!"

yup. he was such a cowardly boy. still is. did i mentioned that he's afraid of clown?

annoyed, i got up and looked through the window. there were two Chinese boys standing on my porch, one fat and one skinny.

"halooo! ada orang x?"

the fat one shouted. at first, i didn't know how to respond. raised by my grandparents, we have been inadvertently taught that strangers are bad people. sudden images of my grandpa chasing out solicitors and salesman popped into my head. it was funny actually.

i took a second look at those boys. well, they didn't looked like some mafia or Along sent them. they looked innocent, like those who just finished their SPM and was working hard at their part time job.

but damn it! i was not in the mood!
and my mom always told us to just ignore all these things.

but to my greatest suprise, the fat guy just won't leave me alone and knock on the door!
and thanx to my bro, the door was unlocked, so it just swung opened. GAH!
fortunately, the grill part of the door was locked, so at least i'm saved? XD

i had no choice. i came to the door. the two boys just stood there. like a tree stump. maybe they were as suprised as me. i looked at the fat one.

"yes?"
"afternoon miss, were doing a survey on.... bla bla bla.."

and i ended up counting my electrical appliances on that day.

'okay, thank you for your cooperation. have a good day."

the fat was leaving. but not the skinny one. he just stood there like he was love struck. 0_o the fat one literally had to yank him off my porch. as they were leaving, i can see that the skinny one saying something to the fat one.

"weird.."

i shut the door, and got back into position. on the couch that is. my bro still refuses to leave his room. whatever.

a few moments later, i heard another knock on my door. it was the fat guy again! this time, the skinny one was hiding outside my porch. the fat one looked at the skinny guy, and said this to me.

"sorry to disturbed u, but my friend there asked for your number.."
"what?" 0_o
"well, he said u look like (i'm not gonna tell this here cuz it's too embarrassing XD)

the fat guy was blushing. the skinny guy was like ready to jump off a cliff. or maybe into the drain near my house.

me? of course la i was freaked out! what the hell?? i slammed the door on their faces. the fat guy knocked again.

"go away!!"
"sorry if we scared u miss, but we're not bad people.."
"..........."

i peeked at the window again. the fat one was leaving, and so is the skinny one. they rode on the motorcycles and took off.

a few days after that, the skinny guy can be seen around my house on his bike. it lasted for 2 whole week. it's a good thing that we had never bumped into each other when i walked home from school. or else.. uh.. scary. what a stalker.

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looking back at this incident, yes.. i feel a little bit sorry for the dude. and myself. XD

Once upon an afternoon.

wahhh~tensionnyer buat bio~~ tension juga buat ESL~~ dan tension juga buat chem.. XD everything is around 80 - 90% complete. i wish i have a template essay or something, because i seriously don't know what I'm doing. to top it off, my printer has broke down. syeesh~ cyber cafe? too darn expensive. i wanted to print my stuffs at my dad's office, but he's too busy. ahhhhhhh~~ tensionnyer~~~

okay. instead of writing something totally depressing, let's write about some of my awkward memories, shall we? this incident happened quite far back, when i was in form 3 i think..

*flashback*

it was like any ordinary day. the merciless Sun shone brightly from the sky, leaving everything under it cower for shade; including myself. my daily walk home from school usually takes about 15 minutes, but under the hot Sun, it seemed like an eternity.

i reached home. dumping my bag on my bed, i went straight to the kitchen. hoping for a miracle, i took a peek under the food cover. empty. sigh. it has been like this for three years, and i kinda used to not having lunch. so why would i even bother.

my hand reached for a bottle of 100+, and i land myself on to a comfortable couch in the living room. turned on the TV. it was a custom for me to watch mouth-watering cooking program whenever I'm hungry. suicidal TV watching? go figure.

a few moments later, my not-so-little brother got home. he did exactly the same things that i did before. but i was too hungry to laugh at that time.

suddenly, i heard the front gate slide open again . i was too tired to go and peek at the windows, so i signalled my bro to go and take a look. maybe mom came home early. and brought food with her. all i can think about was food.

but it wasn't mom. my bro took a peek at the windows, and he ran inside his room.

"weyh, ko lari asal? sape datang?"
"tak tau! sape ntah!"
"yang ko lari nape?!"
"aku takut ah! aku x knal sape!"

yup. he was such a cowardly boy. still is. did i mentioned that he's afraid of clown?

annoyed, i got up and looked through the window. there were two Chinese boys standing on my porch, one fat and one skinny.

"halooo! ada orang x?"

the fat one shouted. at first, i didn't know how to respond. raised by my grandparents, we have been inadvertently taught that strangers are bad people. sudden images of my grandpa chasing out solicitors and salesman popped into my head. it was funny actually.

i took a second look at those boys. well, they didn't looked like some mafia or Along sent them. they looked innocent, like those who just finished their SPM and was working hard at their part time job.

but damn it! i was not in the mood!
and my mom always told us to just ignore all these things.

but to my greatest suprise, the fat guy just won't leave me alone and knock on the door!
and thanx to my bro, the door was unlocked, so it just swung opened. GAH!
fortunately, the grill part of the door was locked, so at least i'm saved? XD

i had no choice. i came to the door. the two boys just stood there. like a tree stump. maybe they were as suprised as me. i looked at the fat one.

"yes?"
"afternoon miss, were doing a survey on.... bla bla bla.."

and i ended up counting my electrical appliances on that day.

'okay, thank you for your cooperation. have a good day."

the fat was leaving. but not the skinny one. he just stood there like he was love struck. 0_o the fat one literally had to yank him off my porch. as they were leaving, i can see that the skinny one saying something to the fat one.

"weird.."

i shut the door, and got back into position. on the couch that is. my bro still refuses to leave his room. whatever.

a few moments later, i heard another knock on my door. it was the fat guy again! this time, the skinny one was hiding outside my porch. the fat one looked at the skinny guy, and said this to me.

"sorry to disturbed u, but my friend there asked for your number.."
"what?" 0_o
"well, he said u look like (i'm not gonna tell this here cuz it's too embarrassing XD)

the fat guy was blushing. the skinny guy was like ready to jump off a cliff. or maybe into the drain near my house.

me? of course la i was freaked out! what the hell?? i slammed the door on their faces. the fat guy knocked again.

"go away!!"
"sorry if we scared u miss, but we're not bad people.."
"..........."

i peeked at the window again. the fat one was leaving, and so is the skinny one. they rode on the motorcycles and took off.

a few days after that, the skinny guy can be seen around my house on his bike. it lasted for 2 whole week. it's a good thing that we had never bumped into each other when i walked home from school. or else.. uh.. scary. what a stalker.

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looking back at this incident, yes.. i feel a little bit sorry for the dude. and myself. XD

Tagged.

Tagged by Alice.
Asal active sangat maen Tag2 nie? =_="

First name:
Intan Syafirah.

Name you wish you had:
Tehee.. not telling.

What do people normally refer to you?
Anime freak.

Birthday:
25 August same as Nechee!

Birthplace:
General Hospital of Melaka

Time of birth:
8:10 pm

Single or taken:
It's complicated! XD

Zodiac:
Virgo da so-called Perfectionist.

My appearance:
Akin to a anime character. (Dazye, 2009)

How tall are you:
165 cm

Wish you were taller:
Nope.

Eye color :
Black.

Current hair color:
Dark Brown. A bit Silver. =_="

Short or long hair:
Short.

Ever dye your hair a bizarre color:
Yup.

Last time you did something dramatic with you hair:
Stupidly cut it short last year. but i like it now. kinda~

Glasses or contacts:
In dire need of either. Sempat x nk tempah? XD

Do you wear make up:
Gah!

Paint your nails:
Nope!

Shy or outgoing:
Shy.

Sexy or cute:
Rather cute than sexy XD

Serious or fun:
Neither.

A turn on:
Piercings. Bleached Hair. Chains. Rings. Heavy Eye Make Up. Cold. Serious Face. Gah!

A turn off:
Annoying giggle. Too much guy friends. Persistance.

This or That

Flowers or chocolates: Chocolates!

Pepsi or coke: Coke.

Rap or rock : Rock!!

Relationship or one night stand: Relationship i guess..

School or work: Neither.

Love or money: Money!

Movie or music: Musica!

Country or city: Gah!

Sunny or rainy days: Rainy days.

Friends or family: Family.

Have you Ever

Lied: yes.

Stole something: Unintentionally. Agaga~

Smoked: Never.

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
Uh? ok.. i'm assuming this goes to the person who tagged me right? ahaha~
It's complicated. XD

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
- Guiler
- Sengal
- Playful
- Smart
- Girlish? XD


3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
She helps me finish my cake in front of the elevator? =_="

4.The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
None.

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
Gah!!! 0_o

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
Kill Her!!!!

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on his/her....
No la.

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is..
Fighting over Chocolate!!

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
None

10. The overall impression of him/her is
Pelik.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Distant.

12. The character of you for yourself is?
Emo. agaga~

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Pathetic. Scared. Inorganized. Broken. Ordinary.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
Powerful, Fearless, Outspoken, Charismatic, Wise, anything but ordinary.

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them?
Thanks?

16. 6 people to tag
Quia, N!ck, Hachikuroo, Mye, Paahz, Syaukat?

17. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
Shirota Yui?

18. Is no. 6 a male or female?
Male.

19. If no. 3 and no. 5 were together, would it be a good thing?
0_o jauh kan ler..

20. How about no.5 and no.6?
That would shocking! XD

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
SAM Biotech

22. Is no. 4 single?
Not sure. *winks*

23. Say something about no. 3?
Lets go to Secret Recipe later! XD

Tagged.

Tagged by Alice.
Asal active sangat maen Tag2 nie? =_="

First name:
Intan Syafirah.

Name you wish you had:
Tehee.. not telling.

What do people normally refer to you?
Anime freak.

Birthday:
25 August same as Nechee!

Birthplace:
General Hospital of Melaka

Time of birth:
8:10 pm

Single or taken:
It's complicated! XD

Zodiac:
Virgo da so-called Perfectionist.

My appearance:
Akin to a anime character. (Dazye, 2009)

How tall are you:
165 cm

Wish you were taller:
Nope.

Eye color :
Black.

Current hair color:
Dark Brown. A bit Silver. =_="

Short or long hair:
Short.

Ever dye your hair a bizarre color:
Yup.

Last time you did something dramatic with you hair:
Stupidly cut it short last year. but i like it now. kinda~

Glasses or contacts:
In dire need of either. Sempat x nk tempah? XD

Do you wear make up:
Gah!

Paint your nails:
Nope!

Shy or outgoing:
Shy.

Sexy or cute:
Rather cute than sexy XD

Serious or fun:
Neither.

A turn on:
Piercings. Bleached Hair. Chains. Rings. Heavy Eye Make Up. Cold. Serious Face. Gah!

A turn off:
Annoying giggle. Too much guy friends. Persistance.

This or That

Flowers or chocolates: Chocolates!

Pepsi or coke: Coke.

Rap or rock : Rock!!

Relationship or one night stand: Relationship i guess..

School or work: Neither.

Love or money: Money!

Movie or music: Musica!

Country or city: Gah!

Sunny or rainy days: Rainy days.

Friends or family: Family.

Have you Ever

Lied: yes.

Stole something: Unintentionally. Agaga~

Smoked: Never.

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
Uh? ok.. i'm assuming this goes to the person who tagged me right? ahaha~
It's complicated. XD

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
- Guiler
- Sengal
- Playful
- Smart
- Girlish? XD


3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
She helps me finish my cake in front of the elevator? =_="

4.The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
None.

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
Gah!!! 0_o

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
Kill Her!!!!

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on his/her....
No la.

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is..
Fighting over Chocolate!!

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
None

10. The overall impression of him/her is
Pelik.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Distant.

12. The character of you for yourself is?
Emo. agaga~

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Pathetic. Scared. Inorganized. Broken. Ordinary.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
Powerful, Fearless, Outspoken, Charismatic, Wise, anything but ordinary.

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them?
Thanks?

16. 6 people to tag
Quia, N!ck, Hachikuroo, Mye, Paahz, Syaukat?

17. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
Shirota Yui?

18. Is no. 6 a male or female?
Male.

19. If no. 3 and no. 5 were together, would it be a good thing?
0_o jauh kan ler..

20. How about no.5 and no.6?
That would shocking! XD

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
SAM Biotech

22. Is no. 4 single?
Not sure. *winks*

23. Say something about no. 3?
Lets go to Secret Recipe later! XD

aku-kah?

10 things about the person who tagged me:

1) the name is n!ck the lolita enthuasist!
2) i first met her on friendster! she's a fan of Byakuya-sama! Kyaa~~
3) She was in the same group as me in orientation week with Jee!!!
4) She's an otaku. Like me. maybe a bigger one!
5) She may be small, but she sure can tell people off!
6) Shirota Yui is hers and hers alone! ^^
7) She's from Kelantan! kn?
8) She is beginning to like the rain~~~ (the natural phenomenon one la~)
9) She is taking law in the same college as me!
10) She is short!! XD

10 (useless) facts about me:

1) I LOVE ULQUIORRA-SAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2) is an enthusiastic stalker.
3) loves everything smoothered in black pepper sauce!
4) <3>
5) Gained a lot of weight recently.. =___="
6) still victorious in resisting the temptation to eat MCD!!!
7) soooooo wanting to watch Dragon Ball Evolution!!!
8) named my favourite big-eyed cat doll after him.
9) i love to eat fish!!!
10) i have 13 cats!!

Tagged, Your it!!!!

♥ Kina
♥ G-kah
♥ Zaty
♥ Hachikuro!
♥ Quia
♥ Paahz!

aku-kah?

10 things about the person who tagged me:

1) the name is n!ck the lolita enthuasist!
2) i first met her on friendster! she's a fan of Byakuya-sama! Kyaa~~
3) She was in the same group as me in orientation week with Jee!!!
4) She's an otaku. Like me. maybe a bigger one!
5) She may be small, but she sure can tell people off!
6) Shirota Yui is hers and hers alone! ^^
7) She's from Kelantan! kn?
8) She is beginning to like the rain~~~ (the natural phenomenon one la~)
9) She is taking law in the same college as me!
10) She is short!! XD

10 (useless) facts about me:

1) I LOVE ULQUIORRA-SAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2) is an enthusiastic stalker.
3) loves everything smoothered in black pepper sauce!
4) <3>
5) Gained a lot of weight recently.. =___="
6) still victorious in resisting the temptation to eat MCD!!!
7) soooooo wanting to watch Dragon Ball Evolution!!!
8) named my favourite big-eyed cat doll after him.
9) i love to eat fish!!!
10) i have 13 cats!!

Tagged, Your it!!!!

♥ Kina
♥ G-kah
♥ Zaty
♥ Hachikuro!
♥ Quia
♥ Paahz!

Unrequited Love.

Quote of the Day.


"A mighty pain to love it is,
And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain."

Abraham Cowley, n.d

"He would not stay for me, and who can wonder?

He would not stay for me to stand and gaze.

I shook his hand and tore my heart in sunder

And went with half my life about my ways."

Alfred Edward Housman, n.d

to be continued...

Unrequited Love.

Quote of the Day.


"A mighty pain to love it is,
And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain."

Abraham Cowley, n.d

"He would not stay for me, and who can wonder?

He would not stay for me to stand and gaze.

I shook his hand and tore my heart in sunder

And went with half my life about my ways."

Alfred Edward Housman, n.d

to be continued...

Moe Miss U.

I miss this song. lol~
my class blog reminds me of it.
sayang.

The last time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't see with the sun shining in my eyes.
I said, 'Hello,' but you kept on walking.
I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway.

The last time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't hear with your voice ringing in my ears.
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you. You're always so far away.

The first time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't see with the smoke getting in my eyes.
I said, 'Hello,' but you kept on walking.
I'm going deaf from the sound of the D.J.

The first time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears.
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you. You're always so far away.

I don't, don't want to take you home.
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone.
If I could, I'd only wanna' make you smile.
If you wanna' stay with me a while.

The next time I see you, you'll turn away.
I'll say, 'Hello,' but you'll keep on walking.
The next time you see me I'll turn away.

Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you. You're always so far away.

I don't, don't want to take you home.
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone.
If I could, I'd only wanna' make you smile.
If you wanna' stay with me a while.

I don't, don't want to take you home.
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone.
If I could, I'd only wanna' make you smile.
If you wanna' stay with me a while.

Moe Miss U.

I miss this song. lol~
my class blog reminds me of it.
sayang.

The last time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't see with the sun shining in my eyes.
I said, 'Hello,' but you kept on walking.
I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway.

The last time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't hear with your voice ringing in my ears.
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you. You're always so far away.

The first time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't see with the smoke getting in my eyes.
I said, 'Hello,' but you kept on walking.
I'm going deaf from the sound of the D.J.

The first time I saw you, you turned away.
I couldn't hear with the noise ringing in my ears.
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you. You're always so far away.

I don't, don't want to take you home.
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone.
If I could, I'd only wanna' make you smile.
If you wanna' stay with me a while.

The next time I see you, you'll turn away.
I'll say, 'Hello,' but you'll keep on walking.
The next time you see me I'll turn away.

Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you. You're always so far away.

I don't, don't want to take you home.
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone.
If I could, I'd only wanna' make you smile.
If you wanna' stay with me a while.

I don't, don't want to take you home.
Please don't, don't make me sleep alone.
If I could, I'd only wanna' make you smile.
If you wanna' stay with me a while.

Rocket.

hyaaaah!!! it's the weekend special post!! huhu.. i'm supposed to be packing my stuff rite now, but i just can't keep my self away from onemanga.com. ULQUIORRA IS TOO DAMN HOT!!! kyaaaa!!!~ i think i should post something about the SAM Fiesta. but i really don't have anything to write about cuz it was totally awesome!!! i can't remember anything except for the loud music, the high pitched screams and totally the HOT guys~ agaga~ uhh.. i wish u were there too 'sayang'. ohoho~

last thursday night, my college held a charity concert. Mye, Safura, Dazye, Frances and I kinda went together.

let see.. there wuz a dance routine performed by the dance club. and there were some bands playing. i remembered bands like Handle with Care, the Fridays, the Peanuts, Couple.. uhh.. yang lain x ingat kot. and the best part, of course la YUNA!!!!!!!!!!! but she performed two songs only.. Permission and Dan Sebenarnya. wished she sang Missing Star and Deeper Conversation instead.. uhh.. lovey dovey.. heee~~ a few pics of Yuna!!!



it was cool. it was totally cool. but i'm a strict fan of her music. not her. ahaha~ what else uh? oh, i remembered that i was collecting that glowing stick all night. best! when they threw those sticks down, one actually hit me in the eye. seriously. lol~ berebut2 amik bende tu. i got a handful of them. hee.. i want to write something sampat here. at first, i was a bit shy collecting those sticks. i was kinda eyeing a pink one that was lying on the floor. and then, this dude picked it up, and handed it to me. ahaha~ it happened twice! yeee~~

i got home and got creative with those glowing sticks. yay for me!

INTANRAMBUTAN kot~
ROCKET
ORG LIDI!
MYSTERIOUS FISH BONE!!

TELEVISION!!

SPONGEBOB kowt~

OCTOPUS!

i personally like the Rocket one. ahahaha~

Rocket.

hyaaaah!!! it's the weekend special post!! huhu.. i'm supposed to be packing my stuff rite now, but i just can't keep my self away from onemanga.com. ULQUIORRA IS TOO DAMN HOT!!! kyaaaa!!!~ i think i should post something about the SAM Fiesta. but i really don't have anything to write about cuz it was totally awesome!!! i can't remember anything except for the loud music, the high pitched screams and totally the HOT guys~ agaga~ uhh.. i wish u were there too 'sayang'. ohoho~

last thursday night, my college held a charity concert. Mye, Safura, Dazye, Frances and I kinda went together.

let see.. there wuz a dance routine performed by the dance club. and there were some bands playing. i remembered bands like Handle with Care, the Fridays, the Peanuts, Couple.. uhh.. yang lain x ingat kot. and the best part, of course la YUNA!!!!!!!!!!! but she performed two songs only.. Permission and Dan Sebenarnya. wished she sang Missing Star and Deeper Conversation instead.. uhh.. lovey dovey.. heee~~ a few pics of Yuna!!!



it was cool. it was totally cool. but i'm a strict fan of her music. not her. ahaha~ what else uh? oh, i remembered that i was collecting that glowing stick all night. best! when they threw those sticks down, one actually hit me in the eye. seriously. lol~ berebut2 amik bende tu. i got a handful of them. hee.. i want to write something sampat here. at first, i was a bit shy collecting those sticks. i was kinda eyeing a pink one that was lying on the floor. and then, this dude picked it up, and handed it to me. ahaha~ it happened twice! yeee~~

i got home and got creative with those glowing sticks. yay for me!

INTANRAMBUTAN kot~
ROCKET
ORG LIDI!
MYSTERIOUS FISH BONE!!

TELEVISION!!

SPONGEBOB kowt~

OCTOPUS!

i personally like the Rocket one. ahahaha~

Gone.

i suddenly remembered this.

She chose to walk alone.
Though others wondered why.
Refused to look before her,
Kept eyes cast upwards,
Towards the sky.

She didn't have companions.
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what she felt were puppet strings.

She longed to be a bird.
That she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.

She longed to be a flame.
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.

The trees, they say, stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it
Said the story played out well.

She spread her arms out wide.
Breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...

And then she was gone.

Gone.

i suddenly remembered this.

She chose to walk alone.
Though others wondered why.
Refused to look before her,
Kept eyes cast upwards,
Towards the sky.

She didn't have companions.
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what she felt were puppet strings.

She longed to be a bird.
That she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.

She longed to be a flame.
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.

Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.

The trees, they say, stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it
Said the story played out well.

She spread her arms out wide.
Breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...

And then she was gone.