normal?

i've stopped wondering about the same question for a while now because i know the answer to that already. i am not normal. but maybe i am normal in the world filled with abnormal people. normally abnormal. a tautology? i think not :P i was checking up a couple of things on myspace just now. "oh ho! dah maju!" i thought to myself when i looked at his page. dah pandai usha2. dh pandai mintak2 number awek len. sepok kang. ahaha~ but i don't care. or do i? i mean, it's not like we're on the same page anymore. die kan JKJR. i'm just me. a non JKJR. never been one and never will. XD

i know i've been pretty mean towards him. hoho~ left him without a single word for like a year. i didn't even bother wishing him happy birthday. lantak la. i still want my comics back though. i don't really know why, but reading through the comments on his page (OMG i can't believe i did that) makes me feel kinda irritated. i'm still #1 on his top friends, and he still keeps my pic on his profile (i really don't get people who show off their GF/BF on myspace) when i told him not to, but flirting when he's still sends me 'oh, i sdf miss u sayang' comments to me?? uh, the nerve.

the least he could do is hide the comments from me. but why should he? =_____="?

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on a completely different note, i experimented with my 'sampatness' on a whole new level. i meet a guy on this other SNW, and what can i say? my heart just melts away seeing all the cool anime pictures he had on his page, but none of himself. his page was filled with Jpop songs and Lambo from Hitman Reborn pictures. using my super awesome cool guys judging technique, i deduced that the guy was kakkoi enough for me to stalk. which i did. XD but in a normal way la. i sent him a super sampat comment, "KYAAA!! i love ur page!!! ^^" need i remind you that i had never, ever sent a comment like that to anyone before. some of the guys may have ignored a comment such as that, but suprisingly, he didn't. i got to know him a lil bit better. turns out he's still in high school somewhere in Sarawak. bummer. =_=" he's younger than me.

the next day when i viewed his profile, he changed his profile picture to a Lambo cosplayer. a cute one nonetheless. so i asked him, "is there any chance that the guy in the picture is really you? ^^" he said yes. that is really him. waahhh.. he explained that he's brother is a camera man one who is into cosplaying, so he is kinda like a part time model for his brother. best-nyer.. still playing as a super sampat fan girl, i puji la die habis2. "wah~ u make a really good cosplayer" and stuff like that. he said next time probably he would cosplay as Sasuke.. and here's where things go wrong. i was too excited and too sampat when i sent this comment "wahh.. so cool!! then maybe i can be Sakura or karin lorrhh.. ^^" and his reply? none. he sent me a tag though. "i appreciate your friendship.." Ouch. =____="

never again would i ever want to be that sampat. XD

i saw him twice today.