KPOP RECAP (Part 3)

FRIDAY, 14 January 2011

well kononnye kitorang nak bangun pagi pergi mandi pool. but bangun lambat but still pergi mandi jugak sambil cari power point nak charge semua electronic gadget yang ada. but masa kitorang tengah berenang renang ada mak cik ni butt hurt marah kitorang blablabla so kitorang blah. mandi siap mekap blah gi pyramid. saya lari beli baju sebab saya takde baju nak pakai jumpa DongWoon ;A; saya siap buat rambut lepas tu regroup dekat Subway then blah pergi Bangsar dengan Paah.

oh Paah menang passes pergi KPOP HITZ live TV recording.

kitorang naik tren lompat lompat pastu naik teksi pergi Mist Club. yes kitorang pergi club tengah tengah hari buta. sampai sana camwhore camwhore lagi.

lepak lepak 2 jam sambil jerit jerit kat luar bila Jiyoung lalu. masa BEAST buat rehearsal pun kitorang jerit jugak sebab exaited sangat. lepas tu masuk dalam. saya tak pakai platform boots saya so kena redha dengan kesesakan. tapi dapat tengok la DongWoon lagi dekat hueueue. tak lepas tangan dia dari microphone. mentang mentang dia tahu cakap Engrishu. ade je dia nak menyelit. lepas tu diorang baling poster and saya rebut so dapat heuueue.

lepas habis event tu, kitorang lari naik tren lompat lompat pergi KL central jumpa Azla dengan kawan dia lagi sorang yang saya tak pasti apa nama dia gomen ;A; so tangkap gambar.

actually kitorang tak habis kejar BEAST lagi. after cakap babai dekat Azla, saya dan Paah naik ERL pergi KLIA. yes. kitorang nak hantar BEAST nek kapal terbang. sampai sana dalam pukul 8 lebih, jumpa Didi dengan Tiqah Mie, freak out freak out sebab tak tahu bila BEAST sampai. Edcha pun join sekali. dia pun sama freak out. calling calling orang kata BEAST tak jalan lagi. check flight time tengok flight pergi Incheon delayed pukul 3:45 am. so kitorang pergi makan McD. rambut saya yang curl pagi tu jadi lurus dah haha. pukul 12:00 am keluar balik tunggu BEAST. menggelabah sebab Edcha kata SeoBang dah sampai kat bawah dah. so mana BEAST? menggelabah menggelabah. oh SeoBang tu backdancer Pominit yang sangat hot lol. dia naik kat ground floor pegang passport banyak banyak so kitorang unanimously bersetuju yang BEAST akan turun dekat pintu 5. ini muka muka kitorang dekat KLIA

and so they did. my sayang keluar dari van putih tu dulu. followed by Junhyung. lepas tu saya tak ingat siapa lagi lol. eyes fixed on DongWoon. the girls went crazy. guards made a barricade using their bodies, shielding BEASTS, POMINIT and GNA from the crowd. still, the fan girls over powered the guards. it was totally AWESOME eh i mean hectic. chaos. but as my sayang DongWoon walks across the sea of fan girls, i followed him. like, i was at his side all the time, and every time the guards felt like the fans were too close, they would push us back, but using my ultra awesome ninja skills, i could anticipate the exact moment when the guards would push us back, and use the timing to my advantage. as the fans kena pushed back, i would be somewhere safe and thus not tumble down to the ground like the rest of those unfortunate fans, and thus, i would still be able to follow my sayang closely. IT WAS REALLY CLOSE. he was smiling all the time ;A; his skin is really pretty. his hands. homaigod ;A; really really pretty. i thought he was a bit tanned, looking at pictures la. but he wasn't tanned at all ;A; putih weiss putih. korean skin memang cantik. saya tak tahu la kalau dia suntil collagen whadehek but who cares cantik is cantik.

i wanted to touch him. but another fan beat me to it. she was like, really. grabbed him by the hand for a brief second and got pushed by the guards and she was like 'YES!!!' and i was like hmmm should i do that too? but DongWoon looks rather uncomfortable and that kind of skinship isn't really nice at all, it was even rude lol so yeah i didn't touched him =3= sebab takut my sayang marah. oh Didi was holding to my hand as we cut through / battle all of the other fan girls. when we reach the immigration check point, the fan girls all lined up at the side and cheered / screamed their hearts, waving waving at their favourite idols. like i said, the BEAST members were all there, but i didn't see anyone else but DongWoon lol. i was so happy that i got to stare at him for the longest time, i was standing back, away from the crowd to calm myself lolol. i was told that some of the fans were crying and some even fainted. i even saw a fan boy getting all giddy omg scary.

so i was with Paah, standing near the escalator, where a couple of policemen came. mengayat. he told us that they can get us a special pass to go and meet BEAST somewhere down there. whadehek =___= at first i was still starstruck and i was kinda hoping lol. but yeah then i realised that you can't go through the immigration check point without passports. NO MATTER WHAT PASS U USE LOL. but the policemen kept pestering us macam sial je. so we left and regrouped with Edcha, Didi and Tiqah Mie. we borak borak a bit somewhere at the center of KLIA then parted ways with Edcha. saya, Paah, Tiqah Mie and Didi tido dekat surau KLIA, berselimutkan telekung. sejuk gila =w= menggigil gigil. bangun pukul 6 basuh muka pastu lari cari bas pergi KL central. cakap baibai dekat Tiqah Mie and the rest of us pergi lari balik Subang. kemas kemas barang pastu jalan pergi bassten pyramid. cakap babai dekat Paah yang naik teksi pergi KTM subang and Didi and I pergi KL central lompat lompat train pergi bukit jalil nak cari bas. dalam keadaan tak mandi pergi bukit jalil pun still orang mengorat =A= korang ni. let girls buy bus ticket in peace. i parted ways with Didi after i got my ticket. naik bas and balik melaka.

end of story. =3=

KPOP RECAP (Part 2)

THURSDAY, 13 January 2011

 MAIN EVENT IS MAIN.

bangun pagi pagi mak Helma hantar gi stesen Universiti. naik tren lompat-lompat sampai KL central, jumpa Azla dengan Didi amik beg pastu naik bas sampai Sunway Pyramid. naik teksi sebab beg berat sampai rumah baru Paah. pakcik guard yang kerek =___= tchh. sampai rumah Paah freak out freak out sebab RUMAH TAKDE LETRIK LOL. notis kaler merah atas meja menjelaskan komplikasi yang dialami. tarik tarik jemur tilam kemas barang mekap mekap pastu lari pergi Sunway Pyramid. naik bas pergi KL central jumpa Tiqah Mie. tapau McD  naik monorel skipping skipping sampai Stadium Negara. rasa gempak sebab dapat beratur kat line depan.

image image orang gembira. yang paling gembira tu Azla.

lepak lepak. lepas tu menggelabah sebab dengar diorang nak tukar tempat entrance. so bila diorang bukak entrance lagi satu, orang yang beratur dekat line belakang serbu dan well, kitorang takde la duduk row depan lagi. cet. dah la sakit badan berhimpit himpit. kesian dekat Edcha sebab dia yang datang overnight, tido kat stadium semata mata nak spot depan uh. gomen TTwTT lepas tu bergaduh dengan orang dalam sebab tak adil la sebab orang lain dah amik spot yang patutnya belonged to people yang dah overnight, kan? tapi sebab language barrier, kitorang tak dilayan. tapi bila ada fellow fan girl yang share the same mother tongue dengan orang orang dalam, saya yakin dengan selingan carutan carutan yang dibalingkan, mereka paham masalah kitorang and promised to open the gate yang satu ni. but yeah diorang cakap je. around 6 pm, diorang bukak gate, dan fan girls jadi gila tolak tolak. i got through the gate lari lari kejar paah, jumpa spot belakang Edcha then terus henshin; tukar kasut lol. lepas sarung platform boots 3 inches tuh, terang sikit view. bernafas tiada masalah. and the best thing is, Paah and me were like super tall and people tak berani datang dekat so more room to mosh. oh Paah ade la kena tolak tapi saya tak heuueue.

i didn't take any picture during the show. saya enjoy jerit jerit lompat lompat je. bila ada bitches potong line depan kitorang, kitorang jerit kat telinga dia. saya tahu saya agak tinggi tapi kurang hajar la bila kau yang pendek, duduk depan aku, angkat kamera tinggi tinggi and block view aku. pfftt. bila saya nak lompat lompat,  saya terlanggar kamera orang. mana awesome weyh camtu?

but the last performance by BEAST - V.I.U saya terpaksa record. OMG DONGWOON 16D SOHN ARAB KAU SANGAT COMEL. and again, saya rasa saya memang bercinta dengan dia TTwTT pergh pergh unrequited love. saya tak suka bila orang lain jerit jerit nama sayang saya =___= omg omg saya perlu boyfriend OTL lepas habis show kitorang lari keluar stadium nak babai BEAST dekat luar bila diorang naik bas. tapi tak nampak sebab salah side OTL oh well kitorang pergi depan stadium and jumpa Ieyra lepas tu molest molest BEAST punya cardboard thingie.

semua orang syok kat laki saya smh

lepas tu kitorang naik tren skipping skipping sampai Sunway Pyramid. saya makan sup ayam. gelak gelak sebab masih excited jumpa BEAST. lepas tu merangkak balik rumah Paah. awesome gila borak-borak dalam gelap HAHAHA. tapi diorang sembang pasal zaman sekolah diorang dan saya tak join crew diorang lah. diorang SESERI saya SESESAT OTL lepas tu ramai ramai tido. weeeee~

KPOP RECAP (Part 1)

I DON'T KNOW WHY I FEEL SO RELUCTANT TO BLOG LOL.

so sorreh. i promised that i'll blog about my last kpop related event that i've been to, you know, before saya berambus. aihh. dammit it makes me feel sad knowing this is the last one Q__Q i mean, bila lagi weyh? i might have to give up KPOP for good. i might. but see first lah. OTL

WEDNESDAY, 12 January 2011

took the 9 am bus and reached KL central at 11. met up with Paah then berambus pergi Time Square. pergi main-main camera lepas tu jumpa Kina. then Helma pun menyibuk. pusing-pusing jalan, masuk Kitschen dan segala kedai yang ada. jerit-jerit lapar pergi lari masuk Gasoline. met up with Zaty and orang orang medic lain yang dah terbang LOL (saya tak kenal mereka TTwTT) dilemma sungguh pikir nak makan apa. bising bising gelak gelak. dah order, tunggu makanan sampai. bising-bising, gelak-gelak, amik-amik gambar pulak. makanan sampai, whallap. chicken baked cheese weyh.

ini orang orang yang lain. sila fokus kat muka Zaty yang lapar tu.

Helma pasang muka comel. Paah buat muka psycho sebab air oren dia basi. muka Kina tak nampak sangat gomen.

lepas makan kitorang main bowling. er ada issue sikit sebab kitorang tak pakai stokin.

model bola bowling

lepas tu kitorang pusing pusing Time Square lagi. saya beli platform boots untuk even keesokan hari nya, Paah pulak beli maxi dress. Helma pun beli boots kale merah hueueu. lepas cakap baibai dekat Kina kitorang pun naik tren lompat lompat sampai rumah Helma. lepas mandi turun dapur makan nasi sambil tengok Oh My School. gelak-gelak tengok Minho yang comel lepas tu tido. tadaa~

I'm in Love with the Magnae.

LOL let's assume that you don't know that yet.

ah DIGI KPOP Party. old friends, new friends. united by our love for koreans. cr paah for the picture hueue. satu je. i'll write a full report later =___=

yawns.

Recapolooza (Last)

i was reading back the series of posts i made during the BEAST showcase back in June 2010, and i realized that i haven't really finished writing a recap for that awesome week OTL

so since i'm in the mood, i'll just continue from where i have left off. (flashback)

i went down from the apartment with Paah and Azla because i was scared that would get kidnapped. then i saw the Myvi that Lina said was supposed to pick me up so i got in the car and drove away. reached alice and lina's apartment, drop my bags and straight went to business. DANCING. or cheering. uhh whatever you wanna call it but to me it's basically dancing. and i suck at dancing. Sabrina showed me the routine that we were gonna do, and i was like, okayyyyyy. i did the best i could until i could decently making moves that were somewhat closed to what you call a dance. and when we were done with the routines, it was almost 5 am? then we rushed of to get ready, tied up our hair, put this little blue ribbon to make ourselves look cute and out we flew out from the house. oh wee had some issues with shoes, because not all of us brought sport shoes so they had to rush to campus and get Alice's shoes from the locker or something LOL.

a short drive to stesen University LRT. parked the car. bought tickets. we were supposed to reached the designated place before 6 am? or was it 6:30 am? either way we were already running late. 15 minutes late. changed trains, ran along the road and shit until we reached the place. so. we were supposed to do our cheer routine when the marathon runners pass by. oh did i mention what the heck were we doing out there in the first place? LOL.

actually i had this KL marathon cheer thingie with the Tubeworms on Saturday, and i was supposed to crash at Alice's place that night to practice on our routine.

so basically we cheered some lame chants to get the runners fired up. yes they were as excited to see us as we were excited to see them. the feeling is mutual LOL. and we stayed there until 11 am, shouting lame phrases like "GO RUNNERS! YOU'RE AWESOME!" OTL the judges did came to inspect our cheering qualities, but we just kept doing whatever we were doing LOL. we didn't even performed our awesome routine =___= but yeah whatever. Alice got a text from her sister, saying that the Tubeworms can chow from the place, and so we did. with the blue ribbon still in our hair, we hop onto the trains and made our way to dataran merdeka, the finish line for the marathon runners. we wandered around, looking at the little performance they staged, but i just slept. I SLEPT. because in case you haven't noticed, i had the time of my life screaming my lungs out to BEAST last night. hohhhh. anyway we knew that we were gonna win the cheer competition, which is why we entered the contest in the first place. the top three cheering groups are getting prize money, and since there are only two groups entering; easy money weyh. so i got away with rm200 richer (in theory) that day. of course i had to wait a couple of days before the prize money was actually transferred into my account.

so the Tubeworms board the train once again, going to where ever. i parted ways with them at KL central, because i am still not finished with my awesome BEAST stalking plans. texted Paah and she said she's on the way, heading to KL central. we were heading to OU for the fansigning session. but before that, i was all sweaty and icky Q___Q all that running from one place to the other in an all black clothing; cheering for sweaty runners; of course i would feel like a total mess. so i got into a public washroom and seriously, i took a bath LOL. changed clothes and met up with Paah. Azla was long gone; for the meet and greet session =__= tchhh di mana dia telah menodai DongWoon saya. well lets not dwell in the past. i was seriously tired, but i kept going. i guess it was the adrenaline kicking in. a short series of inconvenient changing of public transport  took place, and we found our way to OU. and of course, the first thing we saw was the seeming perpetual lines. PEOPLE. waiting. IN LINES. LONG LINES. so we just sway, hovering like a butterfly, and just took a spot somewhere in the line. way, way, way, farrrrrrr away from the stage. no hope were put up LOL. but the thought of seeing them closely, face to face, with a table placed in between the BEASTS and I. ahhh. so we stayed put and wait. we made friends? which whom i can't recall her name. but we were pinching each other's flabby legs and arms saying stuff like "I'M SO FATT!!!" "NO YOU'RE NOT!! I'M FATTER!!!" LOL.

but of course, there will always be some annoying fans trying to cut in line. there was this group of kids, who clearly was just there, coincidentally, and thought that it would be a good idea to join in the fan signing. like seriously. what. the. hell. i wasn't a BEAST stan back then but i tried my best. but this group of people, whom i don't think they know any of the songs from BEAST (well i only knew three songs back then, Take Care of My Girlfriend, Mystery and Special), we're trying to cut in line like they were some prime B2UTIES. of course i would glad to spread the fandom, but not to those retarded people who don't even know how to queue up properly =___= i gave them a few subtle warnings to leave, but they remained stupid and stayed. so we called the security and they scrammed hueueueue. awesome.

bit by bit the line was moving. the host was going through the lines, and he was like making a little bit of singing contest. so whoever can sing some of the songs from BEAST could get the chance to stand side by side with them on the stage. but like i said, i was helpless. my tongue was not accustomed singing to the korean lyrics. i could mumble the words but why risk the humiliation? but i could swear the host was looking at me, hoping that i would volunteer myself haha xD LOL maybe i was deliriously tired but whaddaheck. but finally, we were close enough to the stage to gaze upon the 6 BEASTS. they looked awesome. HyunSeung tarik muka emo. maybe it was hot. DongWoon was all smile :D it was refreshing. wait i'm having Dejavu. haven't i wrote this somewhere before? =___= i could swear i did. but anyway, i lied about the refreshing part. actually i was too tired and cranky, and the yellings of the MMU guys were not helping. i was irritated, and i wanted to do was threw the CD at my hand at their faces. the mean bodyguard's faces la Q___Q i would never hurt my sayangs. OMG i could swear i've written this somewhere Q___Q

maybe THAT'S WHY HE NOTICED MY PRESENCE AND LOOKED AT ME DURING THE FANSIGNING HAHAHAHHAHA oh mai intan sit sit.

so i did wrote something. but just a bit. so like, i was in a bad mood. i approached the table, and there we're like people checking that i didn't carry anything with me. those who brought gifts for BEAST didn't get the chance to hand them personally. they even checked if i brought an original copy of the CD wtf. if my CD wasn't original, would i have wasted so much time queuing? =___= so so. i can't remember the exact order of which they were sitting on the table. i was starstruck. i can remember that DongWoon and Kikwang was smiling, bowing their heads. i was speechless. all i could say was thank you and smiled. GOD DAMMIT IT WAS DONGWOON. OF COURSE I SMILED D: but at the time i really wasn't like, screaming or shrieking or anything. i was completely blank. and then. HyunSeung. the gloomy guy. he didn't even lift his beautiful face for the girls passing in front of him. but BUT buT BUT. when it was Paah's turn, HE LIFTED HIS HEAD WEH. AND HE TURNED, AND LOOKED AT ME WITH HIS DOLL-LIKE EYES (hence the quote above). i think his eyes was meant to say thank you but it really didn't seemed like it =___= it was more of a "bitches. i'm tired. why can't you just leave me alone." gaze. but whatever it was a beautiful gaze anyway. and like, not everyone got the chance to witness that awesome gaze. i reached the end of the table, picked up my autographed album and walked away. i held the album high above my head, admiring the scribbles that was personally engraved onto the back of the CD by my sayangs. it was. unreal.

lepas tu saya kena marah dengan pakcik guard sebab i went astray from the indicated exit path FUUUU. he was like, "WOIIII HEREEE THE EXIT IS HEREEEE!!!!" like seriously, can't you talk to me nicely? =___=

after that, we stayed awhile, waiting until the moment when we can't see any of my sayangs on the stage anymore. when they left in their awesome tinted window vans, we just waved helplessly, hoping for another chance to meet again. aihhhh. so when the stage was cleared, the fan girls went up the stage and camwhored with the big poster. the result, you can check my facebook LOL. i even wrecked my awesome placard, cut out the glittery heart and used it as a prop. oh. Paah and Azla yang used it as a prop. more than me HAHA xD some of us got too excited and fell of the stage. then, Paah, Azla and I schlepped back into the public transports and made our way home to Subang. i had the awesomest public transport nap that i have ever had in my entire life.

that must be my awesomest weekend that i have ever experienced in 2010. hahh. my sayangs. and they're coming to Malaysia again tomorrow and i got a Platinum Pass! WOOT!

ahhh i'm so happy that i have finally finised this post OTL

Morning.

it's 7 am in the morning, and i'm actually here; typing.

i haven't slept FML now i'm waiting my parents and my brother to leave home so i can have the whole house to myself. i wanna put Lucifer on in full blast lepas tu nak menari sorang sorang dekat living room. i shall do what i liek and i will liek what i do =w= (when no one is around.)

damn it i have to do laundry and lipat baju. kenapa hidup saya dah jadi sangat domestik sekarang?

anyway i've submitted my visa application. but now i need to go for another medical check up. how come there isn't an approved panel clinic here in Melaka? FML now i need to go to KL and settle things. TBQH, i really wish that i can settle things like this on my own, but damn it i still need to rely on my parents. my mom especially. i don't know how to explain that i need to do another medical check up after completing one last Tuesday.

M***, why do you like to make my laif miserablehhh when you're supposed to make it easier? IJDFGIT.

i don't think my fringe will grow long enough in time for the kpop party =___= why why. i don't think my awesome sneaker wedges will reach in time too. and most important of all, i'm worried if i tell my mom that i need to go to KL for the medical check up thingie, it will collide with my plans for the kpop party and thus leaving me not able to go langsung. that sucks.

why do i feel liek i don't have any control over my own life?

anyway, 16D rules. it pwns 4D and 2D. obviously.

Dangerous Reading. FML

an excerpt of text to demonstrate the kinds of reading i've been into lately.

"OH MY GOD!"

That was Eeteuk's surprised, yet pained scream from the direction of what appeared to be his and Kangin's room.

Everyone scrambled to said room; of course Donghae had to help Eunhyuk off the couch because of his huge stomach, so they were kind of late to the scene. Well, not like Kangin who stumbled out of the restroom struggling to pull his pants up and run at the same time.

"Jungsu! Babe! What the fuck happened!?" Kangin yelled as he pushed passed everyone to get to Eeteuk, who was lying on the bed clutching his round stomach in pain.

"Ohmyfuckin'godIthinkitwantsout!" Eeteuk yelled out in one breath.

That caused everyone to freeze in place.

"What the FUCK are you standing there for!?" Eeteuk yelled, looking pointedly at Kangin.

This prompted everyone into action.

They had practiced for this scenario many times as Eunhyuk and Eeteuk's due dates were quickly approaching, but it seemed the many practice sessions flew right out the window when the real deal came around.

"Somebody pack the clothes!"

"Should we get food? No food right?"

"Shit! Where the hell is the suit case!? It was here two weeks ago!"

"Who the hell's turn was it to do the laundry?

"WHY AM I NOT AT THE HOSPITAL!?"

"Calm down, babe. We will be there in a few minutes. Just breathe. In. Out. In. Out."

"Oh shit! Kangin I think you need to calm down more than Eeteuk. You're hyperventilating."

During all the chaos, someone finally packed some clothes for Eeteuk only to realize one thing.

"Oh fuck. We don't have a car."

Now there was an easy solution to this, like calling a cab or something, but everyone panicked and one’s brain comes up with retarded ass shit when it’s under stress.

"We can hijack a car down stairs!"

"Ok! I'm in!"

"Yesung! Kyuhyun! Are you fucking retarded!?"

There was a pause after Heechul's out burst, before he continued.

"We don't have the tools for that shit."

"Fuck he's right!"

"I saw a kid with a tricycle outside earlier. We could try that."

Eeteuk couldn't take it anymore.

"CALL THE FUCKING HOSPITAL!"

Call the hospital they did.

Of course, only Kangin could go with him. It took the other members about an hour or so before they could find transportation to the hospital.

And after a process similar to a C-Section, everyone got the news.

Kim Kyurhee, who had the same crescent moon eyes as her appa Kangin and the same puffy cheeks and dimple smile as her umma Eeteuk, was born on November 10th.



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taken from here.
p/s, none of the characters were female, except for the baby.

I Hate Shoes.

dan sekarang saya dah takde duit nak buat visa FML haha xD

Hello 2011. (Finally)

it's officially 2011 :D

so what? =____= nothing has changed. i'm supposed to be the one who's changing OTL it's almost 1 am and i'm still not sleeping D: but i'll sleep soon enough. hafta wake up early for my medical check up. oh shiet i haven't fill up those forms D:

ehemmm. change change. what kind of changes have i observed. well mom is being; difficult. i don't know. for now, i can be sure that she hates me. =____= it's just one of the things that happen when i stay at home for too long. she'll see mistakes and flaw. she can't see my flaws when i'm not around, so that's why i feel more appreciated when i'm not around. well that is what i like to think of things. it could be something like "out of sight, out of mind." she didn't have to care about me that much when i'm not around, so yeah i do think it's better for me not to be around her for too long OTL

stressed =____= cepat cepat saya nak blah.

i made new friends :'D LOL not exactly new. he was always there =___= anyhow i like to have someone that i can talk bullshit with. and he'll talk bullshit with me back instead of just listening. it makes me feel better knowing there's another retard like me out there :D LOL jk. i wish i could have known him better before saya fly FML it's not like it's such a big deal or anything but those kinds of things do count. you will have no say in things when i say i'm happy =w= i know i'm not making much sense with my sentence structure but what the hell.

i want to change my blogger layout too D: but i haven't found the right one. the current layout is not the right one either but i just changed it anyway for the sake of changing it. i might have to pull out my awesome HTML knowledge buried deep in my brain, and design my own OTL some people changed their blogskin, some people changed the name of their blog, tweaking here and there. it's like, reconstructing yourself from your past experience, making a new avatar to face a new world. well some people might have just visited the saloon and get a new hair cut, for that new 'new year image' feel. what have i really done to welcome 2011? none OTL i might wanna get my hair dyed back to black, but that'll have to wait until the 13th :D then i shall dye it back to black sebab atuk baru marah padahal rambut ni memang dah lama berkaler sejak raya haritu. hmmmm whatever.

i can't wait for the 13th.

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if you have something to say, please say it. write me a letter or something. =____=
i will respond appropriately.

Hello 2011. (take 6)

oh hello hello. this is my last post for 2010. i have less than a few minutes to post this one up.

aihh.

simple simple. this year, shit happened. next year, shit will happen. along with some other good stuff. next year, i hope i'll meet someone who's crazy enough to layan me doing random things, and sane enough to stop me from doing random things.

okay.

saya baca horoscope saya for 2011. i might get myself a boyfriend. i don't know. who would believe in horoscopes? gehehehehe.

hello 2011. please be nice.

keep me sane, make me happy, let me live.