Positive.

errmm..
college is starting.

emmm..
emmm..

haiz...
smile! smile!
(=^___^=)

who cares?

watashi.

fuck chibi matsuri. =P

ahaha~ i haven't got the chance to blog since i got back home. apparently, streamyx is so lame that i had to wait until 6 pm everyday to go online. fuck streamyx. bongok. bayar mahal, service macam sial. ahaha. curses to the extreme. gomen~

owh. let me tell you the tale of my chibi matsuri evening during GACC. i decided to go there around 8:00 pm since a source told me that matsuri event will start at 8:30 pm. i took the liberty of getting ready super early because i haven't figured out how to tie my own obi. well, around 7:00 pm. (ceh, it's not that early.) since my last experience, i've learned that it is wise to secure every piece of cloth with a safety pin, so it won't fall off like it did on Bon Odori.

so, after i got the left-over-right thing figured out, it's time to tie the obi. lolz. i never got the chance to thank Dalia properly since she was the one who tied my obi for the bon odori - it is damn hard. i almost burst into tears. alas, i ended my obi tying ritual with two words of wisdom - 'we are all human' and 'nobody is perfect'. with that, i head out for MMU Melaka. it was 8:20 pm.

reached the event hall. it was lonely. it was sad. there wasn't much people around. i got scared. i got out the car, and ask someone there; "is this thing still open?" he replied with yes. i saw a few people surrounding a water basin, and something told me that they were making candy apples. i think. but nobody said anything welcome-ish. uhh.. i needed someone to accompany me. wth was i thinking? i can't go to these places alone! i reached for my phone and realised, i don't have Jee's no. AHHH!! and i can't find Nikki's no too!!! T_T so texted Syaukat for Halim's no, and immediately called him to ask maybe he's still inside. he's reply - dah ondeway balik subang dah. *insert pathetic crying on the floor figure here*

i headed to the main door and took a peek inside.
i saw some people. some people saw me.
i got nervous and got back to the car.

i got home.
i took off the yukata in less that 15 seconds.
i wore something more casual.
headed to Jusco and ate Fish Teriyaki.
after that, i had 2 pieces of baked sweet potatoes.

i walked around to look for more stuff to eat.
stopped and delifrance. looked for apple blueberry pies.
owh. Ramzi senpai is working.

0_o

=_=

+_+

a thought crossed my mind. i should've asked him to accompany me to the Sunday GACC. maybe his black katana group would like to join as well. ahaha~ XD

owh. baka dana. =_+"

Scream!!!!!!!

i wanna scream. yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's Thursday night and i'm so getting myself out of here!!! owh, by 'here' i mean casa. lol. i just can't wait for my one week holiday!!! let me repeat myself! i wanna scream!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohooooo~~~

fyi for those who don't know, i got myself a ticket to MTV Stage. it's not mosh pit pass, but i'm not aiming for mosh pit anyway. owh, the reason i'm posting this up here is because - i'm not going. ahaha~ i didn't ask for my mom's permission, and apparently, i won't get it from here no matter what. my mom is a nurse at Melaka General Hospital, so - i know that already. Gomen, minna. i wanted to go, but i'm just too~ hampeh.

but don't fret! i'm so gonna get myself some Chibi Matsuri fun at GACC!!!! ^^ but still, i haven't ask my mom's permission yet. but it's much closer to home, and i have a feeling that she'll go easy on me. owh please, owh please. don't ruin the start of my very short holiday.

i'll wear 5 layers of masks if i have too. ^^

i might as well bring my not-so-lil-bro with me as my bodyguard. ahaha~ come to think of it, i still don't know how he would react seeing all the cosplayers there. (he's terrified of people in costumes, he's even afraid of the Ronald McD =_=") but i'll drag him. i know i'll drag him away. ahaha~ looking forward to meet new people there, too! ^^,

anyways, i would still have some class for tomorrow. haiz. what a drag. we want holiday la, HOLIDAY. lol. i'll be in melaka before Saturday noon, and i'll be at GACC in time of the natsu matsuri. Nyaaaaaaaaa~~~ gonna wear my yukata!!! maybe i'll cosplay as Ai Emma. ohohoho. red eyes. gotta get myself some red eyes. >D

let's hope that i won't waste this holiday away. i can't afford too. ahaha~ XD

<3 August.

damn it. i'm supposed to write about how special august is. but i'm too friggin busy / emo to write a decent post. so there.

i'll update this later.