Life has been good.
LIES.
I don't know. It's been good i guess, before it turns crappy. and I don't really wanna whine about anything, because it'll turn out good somehow.
No. 6 is awesome. i hate the ending though. what, you killed of one of the character just to make me cry blood and resurrects him again for a happy ending? don't play with my heart boy.
started Gintama. i'm at episode 25 now. intense sukiyaki dinner is intense.
i know i haven't been blogging at all lately. i am sorry Aimi-san. i feel like we're drifting apart now TT3TT but i still love you. i hope you'll still love me too sobs. Nikki as well. i know you would drop by from time to time.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR COMIC FIESTA 2011!!
lol tetibe. ehem.
ahh my korean fandom. where have you gone. i've watched SNSD's The Boys just so i can have a look at Sooyoung's legs. haih i am such a disappointment.
last wednesday i went to my Biotech lecture after so long. i came early and sat right in the middle of the lecture hall. Ross took a look at the crowed and said, "ahhh i see a couple of new faces today." LIEK SERIOUSLY LOL. TERASA
i submitted my Psychology essay without showing up NOT EVEN ONCE to the tutorials. i'm gonna fuck my exam really hard lol. the same goes to the rest of the courses i'm sure. aih seriously Intan, what are you gonna do with yourself.
i did stuff that i'm not supposed to do. i laughed at myself for doing this. ahh the consequences. ahh the punishments. ahh the promises. i knew it all too well. i'm well aware. and yet, why am i like this. setan punya budak. but no regrets, so far. hope there won't be any.
i love the company.
so here's the new plan. i don't think i'll be able to do my honours here in Queensland. i might have to settle with a degree. that means, i won't have to pay for that extra year punya tuition. it also means that won't be doing any research and stuff. and that's fine. i'll just get a degree and head home. if i get a degree. LOL
i might have to start working to pay off my loans.
but if it's possible, i'd like to get another degree in some artsy-computerish-programming program. ah this sounds so silly -__- then i'll have to pay for the PTPTN pulak. why do I longed for all these things that i can't afford. it feels like i can't even afford to live the way i want to live. i can't afford to chase my dream. looking from the outside, i feel like killing myself for wanting so much. some people could only dream of studying abroad, and look at me. JUST LOOK AT MY FAILURE. puhaahh.
TAMAK HALOBA.
terrible sentences. terrible grammar. just terrible.
done ranting
