uhh.. i just thought up of something real quick..
Sir Isaac Newton managed to figure out the concept of gravity when an apple hit him on the head..
maybe if another type of fruit hit him on the head, could he have discovered something else instead?? hmmm.. (let's do research on this!)
*I'll need at least a very big thorny ( not horny ) durian to hit me on the head for me to figure out the dipole moment thingie.. heeheee~
(=^___^=)
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Dear Mom and Dad..
Dear Mom and Dad..
in the last 18 years in my life, i've spent 12 years of it living with grandma and grandpa. although i only got to see you on weekends and holidays, i've never felf that we were that distant. in fact, not being able to see you everyday made me appreciate the love you've given me even more. likewise, i think my other siblings feel the same way too.
after my UPSR examnination, i was accepted into a boarding school. however, after staying there for less than a month, i feel that boarding school is way to difficult to me, so i pleaded to you to get me out of that oh-so-boring school. and so, i got to live with you. (=^_^=) but in the month of august, i got another offer from another boarding school. i gave it another shot, but then i ended up crying my eyes out and somehow maneged to persuade you to get me out boarding school; for good. i know that i was wasting so much of your time and money. i'm sorry for being such a bother to you, mom and dad.
after the nomad period of my school life, i became a full-time student at a daily school; SMK Bukit Baru. here, i tried my best to keep myself out of trouble, but it was not that easy. since the school is filled with the drop-out gangsters from other school, the environment here is always somewhat hostile and uneasy. there's always a fight waiting to break up at any moment of the day. somehow, i managed to survive through highschool life, and got out of that place in one piece. i've got to admit, schooling there was somehow really, really fun; thanks to my fellow classmates and the ever so dedicated Mr. Ronald Hendricks, the one who is responsible for my involvement in the music/choir/gamelan team.. i really enjoyed being a part of the team, mom and dad..
out of all my siblings, you've always said that i was the peculiar one. the quiet one. the shy one. etc. all in all, i was the hardest one for you to understand, because you can't read my feelings by just looking at me. but it's okay, because you see; there's no need for you to understand me. i can't even understand myself!~ haha.. that is why i like taking personality quizzes! i know how much of a frustration i can be when it comes to expressing feelings.. that is why sometimes i don't do birthday and parentsday wishes.. it's not like i don't love you in anyway, but i just can't find the right way to do it.. but just realize one thing; i want to do everything in my power to please you. if i failed to do so, then my life won't have any meaning to it.
but then, i slipped up. my SPM result sucked. i know how much you wanted a doctor in a family, but i guess it was never meant to be. i know how much it pains you when hearing your friends talk about their daughters and sons who got to do meds. it hurts me to. i wasn't able to give you the thing you wanted most; and the frustration sometimes bring tears to my eyes, every night before i sleep. i guess being in the same class as the meds student doesn't help much at all.. haha~
so now, i'm trying my best to redeem myself. i'm not that 'emo' to dwell on the oh-so-tragic past.. i'm actually filled with optimism! so i can't rip living people hearts out; that's okay. maybe i can some how cross over into forensic science; i'll get to play with dead guys' intestines, liver, spleen, or whatever.. haha~ and if i can't do that either, i'll just settle for cutting off tree branches~ hmm.. that does sounds like boring.. uhh.. whatever~
mom and dad, please don't worry about me.. i'm not going to leave college like i left the boarding school(s). i promise i won't get homesick so much, etc. i'll be coming home at the end of this month, so i guess i can hold on till then.
i love u mom and dad~
in the last 18 years in my life, i've spent 12 years of it living with grandma and grandpa. although i only got to see you on weekends and holidays, i've never felf that we were that distant. in fact, not being able to see you everyday made me appreciate the love you've given me even more. likewise, i think my other siblings feel the same way too.
after my UPSR examnination, i was accepted into a boarding school. however, after staying there for less than a month, i feel that boarding school is way to difficult to me, so i pleaded to you to get me out of that oh-so-boring school. and so, i got to live with you. (=^_^=) but in the month of august, i got another offer from another boarding school. i gave it another shot, but then i ended up crying my eyes out and somehow maneged to persuade you to get me out boarding school; for good. i know that i was wasting so much of your time and money. i'm sorry for being such a bother to you, mom and dad.
after the nomad period of my school life, i became a full-time student at a daily school; SMK Bukit Baru. here, i tried my best to keep myself out of trouble, but it was not that easy. since the school is filled with the drop-out gangsters from other school, the environment here is always somewhat hostile and uneasy. there's always a fight waiting to break up at any moment of the day. somehow, i managed to survive through highschool life, and got out of that place in one piece. i've got to admit, schooling there was somehow really, really fun; thanks to my fellow classmates and the ever so dedicated Mr. Ronald Hendricks, the one who is responsible for my involvement in the music/choir/gamelan team.. i really enjoyed being a part of the team, mom and dad..
out of all my siblings, you've always said that i was the peculiar one. the quiet one. the shy one. etc. all in all, i was the hardest one for you to understand, because you can't read my feelings by just looking at me. but it's okay, because you see; there's no need for you to understand me. i can't even understand myself!~ haha.. that is why i like taking personality quizzes! i know how much of a frustration i can be when it comes to expressing feelings.. that is why sometimes i don't do birthday and parentsday wishes.. it's not like i don't love you in anyway, but i just can't find the right way to do it.. but just realize one thing; i want to do everything in my power to please you. if i failed to do so, then my life won't have any meaning to it.
but then, i slipped up. my SPM result sucked. i know how much you wanted a doctor in a family, but i guess it was never meant to be. i know how much it pains you when hearing your friends talk about their daughters and sons who got to do meds. it hurts me to. i wasn't able to give you the thing you wanted most; and the frustration sometimes bring tears to my eyes, every night before i sleep. i guess being in the same class as the meds student doesn't help much at all.. haha~
so now, i'm trying my best to redeem myself. i'm not that 'emo' to dwell on the oh-so-tragic past.. i'm actually filled with optimism! so i can't rip living people hearts out; that's okay. maybe i can some how cross over into forensic science; i'll get to play with dead guys' intestines, liver, spleen, or whatever.. haha~ and if i can't do that either, i'll just settle for cutting off tree branches~ hmm.. that does sounds like boring.. uhh.. whatever~
mom and dad, please don't worry about me.. i'm not going to leave college like i left the boarding school(s). i promise i won't get homesick so much, etc. i'll be coming home at the end of this month, so i guess i can hold on till then.
i love u mom and dad~
Sunday, August 17, 2008
DUit MARA : the aftermath
OMG i've never felt so tired in my life.. ( except for the 10km marathon in 06/07 )
my feet kinda aches when i walk, n my right shoulder stings like hell.. huh~
wanna know why??
BECAUSE I WENT SHOPPING LA~ WHAT ELSE~~
in malacca, there isn't much shopping mall you can go to.. ( except dataran pahlawan, mahkota parade; which i'm friggin' tired of.. ) so the only way i can shop my heart out is by coming here! KL~ (=^_^=)
it has been a long time since i went to Sunway, so i gotta admit; i need at least 2 more visits so i can figure that place out.. ( i got lost 3 times.. =_=" )
we ( 4 J3's n I ) left casa at 11:15* at boarded the 12:00 sumthing bus to sunway.. upon reaching there, we decided to pick up some muvee tickets, ( they all wanna see 21, a movie which i never heard of, but what the heck, just followed them anyway ). then, we went for lunch at mcD.. ( i got one extra 'swimming' olimpic glass thing, so if u wanna trade, i only accept 'basketball' or 'olahraga' one, k? )*
after lunch, we still have 2+ hours to look around and shop, ( which clearly isn't enuff for me.. ) so we quickly dash through a few shops, looking for clothes that kinda jumps out on us. i managed to score 4 shirts/blouses, and a pair of pants.. ( and yes, i dun care bout the little trivial thing they call BRANDS~ - but the superman/batman thing looks kinda cool, but they dun have it in my size, so.. whatever~- ( but i do shop at padini, p&co, holliester, abercrombie, tokidoki, etc~ )
oh yeah, i found a comic book store, but all they sold was comics in chinese, so.. whatever~
and i oso want to cut my bangs so badly.. so i went to the X-cut for a quick chop, but they want rm15 ringgit for and originally rm3 cut, so.. whatever~
approching 3:30, we decided to went for our prayer at the surau, and yes, we got lost on the way.. finishing our prayers, we head straight for the cinema, and yes, we got lost (again). it was 4:15, and we were still trying to figure out where the hell were we.. ( our movie started at 4:15 )
but alas, we managed to reached the cinema, right on time~ we took our seat, (2nd row from the screen). the movie was OK, but it reminded me of ocean 13 quite a lot~~ =_="
when the movie finished, we went to the surau again.. there, a friend of my lost her phone in the ladiesroom.. (-NO SHE DID NOT DROP IT IN THE TOILET-) she just accidently left in in there, and guess what? sumbody took it, in a blink of an eye..
poor her.. we went up to the cleaners hoping that they have somehow find it, but no luck there..
urmm.. then we went for dinner, then we payed another visit to FOS, then we met a few fellow from J3, then we decided to take a taxi back home~~ tadaa~~
* actually, i tagged along with my housemates, who are from J3.. they informed me in such a short notice.. they were supposed to leave at 11:00, but i took the extra 15 to get ready.. ( whaddya expect?? they woke me up at 11:00~ )* haha~ hampeh..
* i woke up at 6:30, then i went back to bed.. okeh??? -not that lazy-
hurmm.. still misses ulquiorra-kun~
my feet kinda aches when i walk, n my right shoulder stings like hell.. huh~
wanna know why??
BECAUSE I WENT SHOPPING LA~ WHAT ELSE~~
in malacca, there isn't much shopping mall you can go to.. ( except dataran pahlawan, mahkota parade; which i'm friggin' tired of.. ) so the only way i can shop my heart out is by coming here! KL~ (=^_^=)
it has been a long time since i went to Sunway, so i gotta admit; i need at least 2 more visits so i can figure that place out.. ( i got lost 3 times.. =_=" )
we ( 4 J3's n I ) left casa at 11:15* at boarded the 12:00 sumthing bus to sunway.. upon reaching there, we decided to pick up some muvee tickets, ( they all wanna see 21, a movie which i never heard of, but what the heck, just followed them anyway ). then, we went for lunch at mcD.. ( i got one extra 'swimming' olimpic glass thing, so if u wanna trade, i only accept 'basketball' or 'olahraga' one, k? )*
after lunch, we still have 2+ hours to look around and shop, ( which clearly isn't enuff for me.. ) so we quickly dash through a few shops, looking for clothes that kinda jumps out on us. i managed to score 4 shirts/blouses, and a pair of pants.. ( and yes, i dun care bout the little trivial thing they call BRANDS~ - but the superman/batman thing looks kinda cool, but they dun have it in my size, so.. whatever~- ( but i do shop at padini, p&co, holliester, abercrombie, tokidoki, etc~ )
oh yeah, i found a comic book store, but all they sold was comics in chinese, so.. whatever~
and i oso want to cut my bangs so badly.. so i went to the X-cut for a quick chop, but they want rm15 ringgit for and originally rm3 cut, so.. whatever~
approching 3:30, we decided to went for our prayer at the surau, and yes, we got lost on the way.. finishing our prayers, we head straight for the cinema, and yes, we got lost (again). it was 4:15, and we were still trying to figure out where the hell were we.. ( our movie started at 4:15 )
but alas, we managed to reached the cinema, right on time~ we took our seat, (2nd row from the screen). the movie was OK, but it reminded me of ocean 13 quite a lot~~ =_="
when the movie finished, we went to the surau again.. there, a friend of my lost her phone in the ladiesroom.. (-NO SHE DID NOT DROP IT IN THE TOILET-) she just accidently left in in there, and guess what? sumbody took it, in a blink of an eye..
poor her.. we went up to the cleaners hoping that they have somehow find it, but no luck there..
urmm.. then we went for dinner, then we payed another visit to FOS, then we met a few fellow from J3, then we decided to take a taxi back home~~ tadaa~~
* actually, i tagged along with my housemates, who are from J3.. they informed me in such a short notice.. they were supposed to leave at 11:00, but i took the extra 15 to get ready.. ( whaddya expect?? they woke me up at 11:00~ )* haha~ hampeh..
* i woke up at 6:30, then i went back to bed.. okeh??? -not that lazy-
hurmm.. still misses ulquiorra-kun~
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
wait just a sec!!
to all you people who want to know why i choose this layout, i just happen to like colours such as these!! (and the fact that there are skulls just makes it cooler to me~ heeheee~) but i am not, i repeat, i am not to be associated with things like 'rempit' okay????? sheeyshh.. why can't you guys just leave a girl and her skulls alone~
ulquiorra-kun!~♥
ulquiorra-kun!~♥
uhh.. where was I?
Hello and assalamualaikum to all..
hye! it's been so long since i made an entry. i knew i had another blog somewhere, but i just can't remember where.. hmm..
actually, i don't really care about my last few blogs.. haha~ but since we're all starting a new community here at BlogSpot, i've decided to make a new one! (it's free after all! )
to all my friends, i hope you guys will enjoy viewing and reading my page, (if there's anything posted here that is.. hehee~) ja neyh~
hye! it's been so long since i made an entry. i knew i had another blog somewhere, but i just can't remember where.. hmm..
actually, i don't really care about my last few blogs.. haha~ but since we're all starting a new community here at BlogSpot, i've decided to make a new one! (it's free after all! )
to all my friends, i hope you guys will enjoy viewing and reading my page, (if there's anything posted here that is.. hehee~) ja neyh~
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