rimas.

aku rimas ngan assignment.
aku rimas ngan upcoming quiz.
aku rimas dengan 4 org nie.
haiz..

org pertame.
ohoho~
berenti la~
blaja la technique stalking dulu~
agaga~

org kedue.
aku tau ko x sengaje.
ko x salah.
tapi kerane nila setitik, rosak le susu sebelanga~

org ketige.
ko mmg annoying.
agaga~

org keempat.
haiz..
aku jumpe lagu baru utk ko.
alamak.
lirik nyer terlalu jiwang utk aku post kn di blog ini.
err..
cari la kt youtube ye?
Yuna - Cinta Sempurna
agaga~

aku syg kowt kat ko.
masalahnyer~~~
lalalala~~~~

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oh!
sepanjang cuti nie,
aku sempat buat further investigation!
dapat valuable info pasal die!
n

aku jumpe myspace die!
agaga~

laporan.

i'm in a hell of a good mood today.
to get the day going, i added a few bunch of people
on friendster and myspace.
ehehe~
malas guiler hari nk keluar.
kire ok what men fs ngan ms. XD
sometimes aku x sure if i have added that person ke belum,
so when i viewed ur page, don't worry. i'm not stalking u.
ahaha~it's simple logic.
if i am stalking you, u won't see me viewing ur page.
a stalker has her own technique of stalking ya know~
so don't flatter ur self~ ngee~

could it be that the stalker is being stalked?
haha~
i've been having that feeling for the past few days now.
i know who it is that is stalking me.
yes, i'm quite annoyed by that.
=_+"
i mean, weyh, aku pun stalk org,
but i never wanted him to know that i'm stalking him.
but if he ever finds out,
uhhh.. he must be pretty annoyed too.
owh. could it be that he already knew?
tidak. aku x mau career ku berhenti di sini.

tomorrow i'm sending off my bro.
he's off to Brussel for 3 years.
meaning that, i will not hv my weekend getaway in putrajaya anymore.
sad, isn't? jarang la nk g alamanda lagi.
x dapat g kedai kasut tu lagi.
and i'll have to go back to melaka by train, rather that having him to send me.
lol~ i'm such a spoil brat.
should i be writing about how sad i am that he's leaving?
of course i'm sad.
he's my bro la.
he was the one who bought me my first comic - dragon ball.
he was the one that i can run to when my mom gets angry.
he was the one the one who gave me piggy back rides.
he was the one who like to call me 'bulat'.
even when he's dead tired after coming home from boarding school,
i don't remember him scolding me when i wanted to play games with him.
hehe~
oh my. my eyes are teary.
err.. signing off now.

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i'm gonna miss u boonat!

hait!

guess wht?
i'm going back to putrajaya tonite!
still, i'm worried that i'll get carried away by d holiday spirit..
there's so much to do, and i really don't think one week is enuff to do it all~

BIO
ESL
CHeM
PhYs
maths?

=_="

not forgetting all those quizzes that awaits us..

but somehow, i'm sitting comfortably in front of my laptop,
babbling bout stuff, rather than doing any research wutsoever.

with 6 downloads in progress.

Ayashi no Ceres
Honey & Clover I
Honey & Clover II

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at last!!!
i found the moment!
it's been a long time since i read bleach and got like so worked up about the action more than how cute Ulquiorra is!!

and owh.
bleach is going into another filler episodes next week.
yay.

does anyone noe when the anime will start on the "turn back the pendulum" part??

SHI! NO! BU!

the genius ,the freak.
all mine.

rocket.

lolZ.
maybe i am a jinx. XD

yesterday, our class did an experiment to demonstrate Laws of Motion.
aka : water rocket.
i thought i have seen the last of those things back in highschool,
but obviously, i thought wrong.

all the hours spent to make the perfect rocket,
and the parachute to go with it.
ahhh!!!
but then, at least we made it thru highschool division.
and dapat sijil~
kan Ayu? ahaha~
sesungguhnyer roket kite la yg paling pink di hari tu.
and somehow, yg paling brutel. XD

but yesterday, the rocket that i was supposed to launch failed.
sungguh klaka.
bende yg simple pun jadi x betul. XD




sumtimes, i wonder how i got here.

laloQ.

dizzy.
my head hurts after an attempt to digest a lot of stuff regarding global warming.
but i'm not doing stuff like photochemical smog, pollution, blarh~
my thesis :

The Conspiracy Theory of Global Warming

ahaha~
topic ini agak sengal.
it totally contradicts my love for nature.
but what the heck.
i'm all about conspiracies.
XD

i went home by rapid again today.
betul la.
romantis bas musim bunga. (vol 1-4 )
pham x pham? XD

sampai mydin nek beca.
ahaha~~
lagu beca tu mmg x menahan.
pakcik tu hantar sampai depan casa.
XD


ku sudahi postku dengan gambar yg sesuai menggambarkan tahap kegilaan aku hari ni.

ESL topics.

huh?
searching. browsing. asking.
bile la topik nk datang.
i was thinking of doing one about body piercing.
Lolz.]
dun wan la.
i tried "declawing cats is torture".
but can't. to close to the one i did for bio.
being an environmentalist, i considered sumthing nature related.
but being the pessimist i am,
the topic that i was thinking about is :
"saving Earth : is it too late?"
cehh.. best kan? :P
now i'm considering something else.
"astrology : what the?"
ahaha~ mesti best kalo bleh buat topic gitu.
or maybe :
"language : an evolution?"
pun agak besh.

one thing for sure, i ain't gonna do sumthing GM related. XD

cuti!!

but this week, i won't be going to Putra Jaya like i do on most weekends~
reason : mama, abang & co pegi Sabah.
hilanglah tempat persinggahan ku..
ahaha..

why do i have to go back every weekend?
i don't have any rational reason.
home sick? it may be so, but i don't think that's really it.
but i can be sure on one thing,
belanjawan ku akan lebey terkawal when i'm with my family.
seriously, i'll be itching to go out whenever i'm in casa.
i just got back from Sunway,
and most probably be heading to KLCC tomorrow.
ahaha~

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no way.
Kakashi really is dead? 0_o
another good looking non-existing fictional anime dude which i'm in love with gone.

the major difference in naruto and bleach?
nobody hardly die in bleach. except for the villain la.
and for that fact, i'm worried.
Ulquiorra. please dun die.
Orihime. quit bitching.
ahaha~

cuz i can't talk.

i feel like a hermit crab.
can't talk much these days.
major sore throat.
i thought i would get my 'normal' voice back today,
but well, i'm used to not getting what i want.

it's not 'talking' that i miss.
it's my ability to express my looney-self
- sing bebeh.
but for myself only la..
ahaha~

last night (2:00 am),
i stayed up late finishing up my bio stuff.
my homie was up late too,
kalo x seram jugak la. ( incident : golek-golek. )

i was starting to dooze off, when i see OAG performing on TV.
it's just a rerun of studio apetah but..
ehehe.. satu feeling yg sangat besh.
choti and i caused a bit of a ruckus,
discussing about how annoying Radhi was while performing.
lolZ~

and it pains me to know that i'll end up wrecking any of their song just by singing/humming it.
sheesyh~~
how i was tortured for not being able to sing a long~~~~~~~~
wahhhh~~

i want my voice back.

i think la,
there's supposed to be another reason why i like Radhi so much. XD
hanya mereka2 sahaja tahu.

huh?

is there something else that i should write about here today?


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nahhhh~~~~~~~~~~~
XD


updated :

i always thought horoscopes are interesting.


i dunno what that means. XD

demam kowt.

baru second week dh demam.
x pasal2 kene skip a whole day of classes.
right after i got back from college last monday,
i was down with a serious case of flu.

i tried to sweat it out by wrapping myself in my blanket,
drinked a whole bottle of 100 plus,
and just sleep, sleep and sleep.
maths pun x larat nk buat time tu.

i did set the alarm at 3:30 am,
just in case i wanted to get up and finish my work,
but i didn't even sedar when the alarm sound that morning.
ahaha~

next thing i knew, my roomie's alarm went off.
"must be 5:00, owh, sempat kowt nk wat maths jap."
but an elephant must have landed on my head that night cuz i can't even sit up.
no choice man, i wrote an SMS on my phone.

right after my roomie came out of the shower,
i showed it to her, cuz i just don't have the voice to say it.

"aku MC arini. sekian, terima kasih."

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it was 9:00 when i remembered i haven't told my mom about me skipping class.
ahaha~ wrote her a short SMS.
x sampai 10 second, my phone rang.
dah la i don't hv the voice to speak.
i must hv sounded like a sick duck trying out in american idol XD
which, made my mom more worried.
she told me to get myself to a clinic i get checked out cuz my darn tonsils must've been acting up again. =_="

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my plan for that day that was to sleep, sleep, and sleep summore failed.
how the hell should i know where the clinic's at here.. =_+"
"maybe i shud go see the warden.."
wait, how much cash do i have at hand?
let's see.. i just over used my RM 50 notes again,
so now i'm at RM 20.

taxi, RM 15 give or take.
med, RM 30++.
x kan nk pinjam warden.
ahaha~

nk tak nk kene le gi mydin withdraw duit dulu..
then straight carik taxi.
"uncle, clinic paling dekat tau x?"
"clinic mana u mau?"
clinic haiwan. but i did NOt said that.
"mane2 la~"

he took me round and around.
"mesti die pun x tau nih."
i spotted a clinic, lol~ i didn't remember the name.
but the uncle ah, took me to some eerie looking poliklinik.
i told him to get to the other clinic i saw earlier.
it's my fault jugak.
i told him any clinic would do. XD

tup tap tup tap.
RM 7 for the taxi.
RM 35 for the meds.
but taxi balik was a bit cheaper.
RM 5.
and the route he took was far less complicated than the first taxi.
"sah la uncle 1st tu x tau jalan." =_="

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it pays to be sick.

over=

just a quick one.

so, we got 4 research to do,
and apparently,
only biology is near to completion.
( it better be cuz we need submit the outline soon! )

i've got rid of my whole stacks of comic books,
so i guess one distraction is out of the way.

let see..

maths; i think i'm alright.
chem; cute.
bio; hmm..
physics; nape jawapan aku x same?
ESL; nanotechnology.

seriously, i need to quit nescafe.
incident : teh tumpahkan kopi.
bad things will happen to ya if ya don't stick with ur nu yer resolution, yo!

more time to study.
24 hours a day ain't enuff.
most of them probably lost when i'm waiting for da bus.
i can't believe forever you betrayed me.

other stuff :
resistance is futile. XD

weirdness.satisfy.me.

as much as i despised being stuck in melaka, i have to say that melaka ain't all that bad. take jonker walk for example; the weird awkward paradise for my sister and i. everytime my sister came back to melaka, we never failed to visit jonker walk. Jonker Walk is kinda like a malaccan chinatown, where we can find all sorts of weird thingie there, (at least that is what my sis and i always managed to find XD) eg, invisible ink, creepy dolls, t-shirt in a can, weird toys, anything but boring can be found there actually!

and here is a pair of cute keychains i managed to dug up!


i love them so much! planning to give one away~ to who? XD

i can buy them for ya if ur interested! ceh~ wat business! ahaha~

Virgo Outlook for 2009

Year 2009 Career

You are greatly empowered in your creative endeavors this year, and you emerge like a butterfly from a long sleep in a cocoon! This personal transformation has you sharing wisdom and knowledge your might have never known you possessed. Great potential awaits you as you find new sources of personal strength.

You are feeling very playful, and being creative is the only type of career that will satisfy you. You will be recognized as someone who can totally transform nothing into something ... an alchemist of sorts. The beauty and magnificence that arises from your self-expression feels like a celebration in and of itself. During the summer months, a new contract opportunity may appear; go for it, but make sure you don't take on more than you can handle. You will be paid handsomely for what you do, and you welcome the challenges.

By the fall, career advancement is very possible for you, and with that, greater responsibility. Your far-reaching ideas will be well compensated. Your optimism helps you stay on the bright path, and you can overcome any hurdle. You are learning lessons of faith in your own process, and it's helping you create a positive attitude and harmonious work environment. The world welcomes your positive energy of love and service to others. You see a higher purpose in your work, and this helps you focus on attaining your dreams.


Year 2009 Romantic

Your abundant energy helps you fell your home with love, creativity and joy. This helps attract a partner who is altruistic and who gives you the emotional security you want. Remember, you don't have to do everything yourself, otherwise you'll get bogged down with details. Learn to trust your relationship and know that your loved one is there to support you.

You are very connected to your feelings -- especially this year -- and need your lover to be right there with you --from helping you manifest your dreams to cultivating your idealism. Having values and ideals in common will help you both relax and find fulfillment in this relationship. In fact, everyone loves being around you because of your contagious optimism.

You feel at your best when there is elegance in your life, so make sure you have beauty, music and art around to keep your spirits high and to enrich your relationships with those you love. Joy and pleasure bring you closer to the mystical aspects of grace and beauty -- which is what you love so much about being in a one-on-one relationship. This is a good time to renew your vows and commitment with that special person in your life.

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XD - dunno why, but i wanna eat vanilla ice-cream badly.

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what's wrong with me?

i thought i knew what i want,

but by the time i'm almost there,

i blew it.

no matter how hard i try,

i'll end up dissapointing myself.

or worse, my family.

it's frustrating to know that ur good,

but not good enough.

better than bad,

but never good enough.

never by a long shot the best.

to have ur hopes held up so high,

and suddenly crushed right it front of ur eyes.

to have the world crumble down around u,

to be judged by cold familiar stares,

for whom u've tried so hard to please.

to live in fear,

not knowing what to expect every time ur awake,

and not knowing whether u'll wake up again on the next day.

fate and destiny seems so cruel sometimes.

but God has a plan for all of us.

aku doakan korunk berjaya~~

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2009.

where are u, peter pan?
come and fetch me soon.