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what's wrong with me?

i thought i knew what i want,

but by the time i'm almost there,

i blew it.

no matter how hard i try,

i'll end up dissapointing myself.

or worse, my family.

it's frustrating to know that ur good,

but not good enough.

better than bad,

but never good enough.

never by a long shot the best.

to have ur hopes held up so high,

and suddenly crushed right it front of ur eyes.

to have the world crumble down around u,

to be judged by cold familiar stares,

for whom u've tried so hard to please.

to live in fear,

not knowing what to expect every time ur awake,

and not knowing whether u'll wake up again on the next day.

fate and destiny seems so cruel sometimes.

but God has a plan for all of us.

aku doakan korunk berjaya~~

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