pacat ka?

i am such a dork! =______=" but whatever, no one knows what happened, so i'm in the clear.. heee~

today we had the last test of the term before we berambus home. chemistry. i guess it was quite okay cuz i guess my answers are kinda complementary. dunno what that means at all. i am rambling. i guess i'm tired of studying. i'm studying my heart out, but the result is still the same. when i'm not studying oso the result is the same. so? i'm taking it easy this time. i hate seeing my marks. but no matter how hard i try, i'll end up seeing the same marks too. n i hate the fact that those are the same marks that my parents will be looking at. damn it.

another predicament. i can't decide whether i'm going to Mount Angsi or not. i had paid the fees and all, but i feel uneasy. ahh. paranoid. kesian sen kalo aku x pegi. but then i'm the one who would be suffering. if ya know what i mean. i hate this. dh la i dun have the right shoes to go hiking. another reason to go shopping. but i don't want my last memory of him this week to be contaminated by ~ ahaha. tak mau, x mau.senNnnnnnnnnnnnNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ T______________________T

i'm not planning to sleep tonight. nk download a few stuff from realitylapse. i haven't finished watching blade of the immortal lagi. and onemanga setia menunggu. currently reading katekyou hitman reborn. tried downloading, but couldn't find a good source yet. any suggestion?

i didn't see him at all today.