OOT. Out Of Topic.

owh ho. i want a new blogger layout. i think i've stuck with Domo-kun long enough. but the thing is, i can't just use any layout that lays around blogskin. i have to make my own cuz i just can't find one that suits me. (then again, i can't see why domo suits me in any way at all.) cet. imagine this, i'll need 2 hours of browsing images to use, an hour to make a decision, and a few more hours after that to tweak the codes. and another few hours to ensure that i got everything back into place. i guess i am a perfectionist when i want to be one. (virgo here, lol) which reminds me of a phrase i thought best to describe me:

easily pleased, but hardly satisfied.

yes, i am easily pleased with my surroundings, but yet, i am hardly satisfied. i think this applies to all aspects of my life. i am hardly satisfied with my grades, but i am pleased with it? (no, bad example. -_-||) i am pleased to have u as an acquaintance, but i am never satisfied? (meaning that i have to stalk u everyday and everynight? [this is not the best example, but it's certainly a good one] xD)

lol. let's talk about pet-peeves.

everyone should have on of their own that is particularly unique to them. in the past, one of my famous pet-peeve was the sound of people cracking their knucles. yup. i dun necessarily find them annoying, rather, i'm terrified of them. -_-|| after intensive rehabilitation, i got thru it. i told myself 'well, if those people really wants to break their bones intentionally, let them. it's their bones and not mine. i dun even have to pay for their medical expensense in case something goes wrong'. but the thing that i find most annoying in this world, is none other than: people who smoke in public places. i think it's fair for me to stab them to death before they kill someone else first. nak mati, mati sorang2 la weyh. sometimes i would whisper that phrase OUTLOUD so that they can hear me. bukankah asap itu makanan jin? xDDD

recently, i have discovered a new type of annoyance. and it's bigger. badder. it's a new breed of people with a particular mindset. ^^

first, people who likes to point out the obvious. in a situation where one has to give a response of some sort, whether in action or verbally, one needs to think. and think. and think again. if every person in this world do just that, then maybe world peace isn't such a far-fetch idea. (then again, the world won't be as peaceful when the majority of population are so indecisive as me ;P)anyways, what i'm trying to point out here, is that, everyone does something with a reason. if u can't see the reason behind their action, then ur mind is just plain retarded. even when u see a reason that is so plainly obvious, think again. some people would get so fucked up excited when they finally managed to figure something out in a blink of an eye (even when the answer is right there in their face - which supposedly do not require any thoughts at all) and proudly points out the obvious annoying plain truth to make them feel superior than everyone else (even when everyone else had figure it out millions of years ago) just fo the sake of letting people know that they have a working brain synapse. -_-|| if ur one of these people, then 'boo~'.

need an example?

if ur a faithful reader of my blog, then u must thought that my blog is full of gibberish. like my in my past few posts, i've been talking about the dreams that i had. dreams = kolot = karut = mainan tidur. some people would love to bash me for this. 'ko percaye dengan bende2 macam nie? ish3~' wth. dont' u think i've already know that? get a life. i may don't have much of a life, but i'm making my life (some sort of) better for myself. i put up a blog on blogger where i can ramble aimlessly in english so that i'll improve! so what the hell do u know mr 'i know everything so i think i'm much more superior than u and i'll go to heaven while u'll burn in hell'?? -_-|| - tell me something i don't know.

moving on, the second type of people i despise most in this world is: people who have crushes on me. STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!! they'll start acting strange, overly-friendly, creepily interested in whatever it is that i'm doing, and they'll find ways to make me feel (somewhat) special. and to that, all i can say is 'bullshit'. owh, where has sincerity gone at this moment and time??? i would usually give out the signal 'i appreciate u liking me, but i dun like u, and i'll appreciate it greatly if u stop bugging me' to this kind of people, but some of them, haiz, i guess the heat is too high, so the secondary and tertiary structure of proteins unravels, making the shape of the binding site of the signal receptors changes, and unable to receive the transmitted signal - they're just too slow to pick up hints. when all is too late, they'll give me the cold shoulder treatment with a 'damn u bitch, u think ur so special? attitude. and they'll go somewhat emo until finally, they'll find another crush, and will somehow find a way to show me that they have a new love interest (so that they think they can annoy me or make me puke blood). HAHA. funny stuff. i'm not trying to be mean. it's just the truth. (i'm just mean.)

ah~ who else can i burn here? owh, another type of human that i despise. i rarely encounter this particular breed of humans, but when it happens, it just happens. this type of humans is not necessarily bad, i just find them annoying. this is: the overly-caring type that thinks that they know every single thing about me, when they absolutely do not. (bear this in mind: I AM NO TSUNDERE, I AM A YANDERE) i do appreciate the effort of those who try to understand me, but just keep ur thoughts to urself. there is no need to tell me my own reason of existence. i should find that out myself, right? and who the hell are YOU to tell me my reason for existing anyway? -_-|| when i share a secret with you, it doesn't mean that u can judge me in the way of ur primitively plain thinking. u need to have reason, and a reason to back up ur reason, and a reason behind it. if u don't have that then STFU. just sit back and enjoy the show. i'll live my life however i want to. but in an occasion of where you feel that u absolutely have to tell me off, then do it. the worst that i can do in response is just avoid u for the rest of my life. i can pretend like u have never existed. believe me, u won't be hearing anything from me. ^^

hmmm.. and last but not least, i despise people who have unforgivably bad grammar. i can tolerate them when it is unintentionally and minor, (i mean, no one in this world is perfect, including urs truly) and intentionally minor or major, but other than that, pfft. just kill urself. LOL. i would love to elaborate more on this matter, but i think i've rambled enough. i need to go polish up my grammar summore after this. HAHA.

no, u can't like me unless i like you. do not take unncessary actions when i did not in anyway give the correct signal. be sensitive unless u wanna get hurt. BOHOO~. not that i care, really.