PARANOIA.

i am paranoid. i re-checked my SACE result online cuz i was scared if i made a mistake. (i don't believe my own eyes)i will not be in peace until i have received some sort of confirmation letter. puhaaa~

there's some rumor going on about us getting a place to stay inside the campus itself. if it's true then alhamdulillah. i don't have to search for a house to rent then. but personally, i don't think we'll be getting a hostel that easily. or would we? cet. if i really have to find a place to rent, then would u be my housemate? ahaha. i somehow prefer to live with my old housemates (choty, ain, ili and izzan) but meeting someone new wouldn't hurt. :P as long as it's not a total stranger then i don't mind i guess.

i'm making a list, checking it twice.

two months left to cramp all anime manga otaku etc stuff into my head. hehe.

i really don't have much confidence in myself, really. until this day, i can't believe i actually got this second chance. considering that i usually show up to class late, skipping class, not doing my homework, sleeping soundly on the couch every afternoon, watch anime and stuff rather than studying, and not once did i stayed back after class until 9:00 pm. kalau cuti kat rumah lagi la aku x study. i'll just sleep, sleep, and sleep throughout the day. so. it's safe to say that the only time when i truly studied are the nights right before the trial exam and finals.

so. it's not that suprising that my result sucks.

therefore, here i pledge that i will somehow, study seriously next year and will dedicate myself to anime and mangas only on the weekends. ergh. this is such a hard promise to make. but, considering how i treated my studies in the last one and a half year, i will not be so lucky next year. so HARDWORK, HARDWORK, and HARDWORK!

(somehow i'm still not convinced.)