Rockstar.

i am not happy. i need you to make me happy.

hey. do u remember? once upon a time there was this girl who gets too happy every time she crosses path with this guy whom she like so much. even a glimpse of him can make her happy throughout the day. (dapat tengok bayang2 pun jadi la.) she tires hard to make the coincidental meetings, not so coincidental. (kalau dapat naik bas sama2 tu memang gila la perempuan tu for the whole day.) it took her a lot of courage to add him on facebook. and it took most of her sanity to finally confess what she felt through out the years. and now that she has done what she wanted to do for all this time, seeing him on facebook isn't such a big deal anymore. the urge to stalk is null. so yeah, now her life is bland. bosan. the extra hint of motivation that gets her out of the bed every morning is now lost. it is not necessary for it to be that guy. she just need the feeling that she had before, and right now she feels that anyone would do.

sedih gila kalau jadi perempuan tu.

anyway that was just a hypothetical post. but i am feeling a little bit unhappy nao. i'm forcing myself to do the things that i hate most; studying. I HATE STUDYING. KIRAI KIRAI KIRAI KIRAI KIRAI KIRAI KIRAI KIRAI DESU!!!! ceh. pergi google DAIKIRAI - MUCC. a friend of mine kinda like, introduced me to MUCC, through a misunderstanding. HAHA. and you know how i can't resist not knowing things that are not related to my studies. Wheen ur the best (=w=)b i haven't found anyone as random as myself except joo.

oh this is the video i loike so much. best gila bangun tido capai bass then kacau orang lain tido.



AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

mama i dun wanna study. i wanna be a rockstar.