Anjakan Paradigma.

TADAA! I present to you, an attempt to distract myself from writing my Report B ♥

I seriously need a change of pace. finals are closing in and I'm extremely blur-ish about EVERYTHING. time is running out. and i can't believe how i got so hung up on petty things. i can't afford to be all emo. i hate emo posts because it reminds me about the pain that i have gotten through. why can't i blog about all things happy and sparkly? i should! i should! i was thinking of the same thing for as long as i can remember. you know, things that you can use to define yourself. but who in the world would care? i have tried so hard judging myself, but who cares what i think of myself! people will judge me differently, waaaaay different from how i judge myself. so what's the point? writing a manual on how to handle yourself and handing it to other people to read and learn is boring le. let them discover me first hand. (who reads manual anyways? - LOL jk i do. seriously =_=)

sebenarnye, blogging nie lebih kurang macam bercakap sorang2 untuk saya. before i made a blog like this, i used to talk to myself in front of the mirror. for hours okay? especially when i'm all alone in the room. when i had some problem with my classmates, i usually talk in front of the mirror. selalu juga la berangan-angan depan cermin juga. looking back, maybe i was a little bit wacko.

so so so what did i did today? well, i showed up to class early, just to find an empty classroom. called Dazye and she said most of them were waiting in the computer lab. so i packed my things and switched classroom. took a seat and guess what? Mizi said Ms Cheah is already waiting inside the classroom =_= but the day went by fast. i almost can't believe my ears when Ms Den told us that today would be the last lecture that we will have with her. "wow it's already June." the summary lectures pretty much told us what will be coming out for the exam. it's not an exact template, but there must be a good reason for why the questions are called 'skeleton questions' neyh? i could make me. it could break me. but i have no choice but to somehow depend on them since there is no way i'm gonna listen to all those lectopias. i don't think i have the time, nor the attention span. i had a mentor-mentee meeting with Ms Cheah at 1 pm. i remembered Wheen was her mentee too, but Brian? lol maybe he kinda slipped off my mind. so the three of us got a heart to heart talk with Ms Cheah, but lol there wasn't really much to talk about. but it was find, with Brian being Brian-ish and Wheen being Wheen-ish. then, i had an extra Chemistry class at 2:30 pm. i swore i was very very very close to skipping, cuz i wanna join my Monash friends to watch Prince of Persia in Sunway. but my good conscience told me that i should stay, considering that this is the last lecture and all, so i did. (eventhough i kinda dozed off a bit ;_; but tried staying awake! i really did >_<) the class ended at 4 pm. ah then we got back our practical marks. i think mine is okay. the lowest mark i got was for practical 3 i think? i got 13 over 15 =_= is it really that low? because some of them were complaining that 13 was veeeeery very low. whatever. then, i straight away took a cab to sunway with Shu and we split ways. they wanted to watch the Killers while Zubet, Farhah, Teh and Safura wanted to watch Prince of Persia. but i joined kinda late so i had to sit a bit far away from them. ( i don't really fit in anywhere =_=) comments about the movie? it was alright. the dialogues gets corny from time to time, but okay la. i remembered someone commented that it didn't have enough action and stuff. well he probably was half asleep during the movie since i do see enough actions in it. HASASSINS ♥ owh and there was this extremely corny close up of the main character that made me like, "is this the part where i should get a nosebleed?" =_= YE LA THE GUY IS SOMEWHAT HOT. but when i saw the trailer for the first time, i thought Jared Leto was the one who's acting XD (yeah the guy from 30 to Mars) obviously i'm wrong, luckily it won't be assessed in the exams :P then we bought dinner from Jusco. i bought some sweet potatoes and sushi. tehee ♥ owh i had to wait almost 10 minutes just to pay for the sushi. (i switched to 4 different counters because apparently i was not queuing up at the right counter at the right time. i even swore to the cashier because she let me stand for so long before telling me that she couldn't check the items out.) ceh, now that i think of it, i should have sambar paah punya takoyaki satu xD teh couldn't send me back to My Place because she was still a bit scared of driving in the night, and my place was a bit far so i took a taxi. and and and i got home and i saw this cute little black kitten with round yellow eyes playing with its tail near my unit so i just had to take out some of my kanikama sushi and fed it x3 then macam ramai pulak kucing serbu me so i gave them more. HEY i know i said i choke cats when i feel stressed, but never once pun saya buat okay? =_= i love cats and cats love me ♥

so like, i entered the room and the evil bitch was there. and out of nowhere, she asked me, "so you are going to stay here until you graduate?" and she was putting on a face like, why do u want to stay here? O_O why don't you move to lakeside campus? when the hell are u leaving? =_= so i answered, YEAH. WHY. IS ANYTHING WRONG WITH THAT?  i used the most hostile, sarcastic, annoyed tone that i rarely used before. and she was like, "nothing." nak je aku tanya, when the hell are u leaving? =_= AHH this few days i might really get into a fight with her.

then i took a shower, took my laptop out and here i am sitting in the hall. okay2 aimi kasi saya benda kucing cool so saya nak letak ni babai

owh. i tried fixing things up. i reached out my hand. i wanna pretend that nothing happened. but he seemed reluctant. i don't wanna talk about it. don't confront me and ask me what i'm feeling. forget it. but yeah, u can still be my oppa anytime you want.

whatever. today was a blast. i doesn't take much effort okay to make me happy? tapi saya disappointed sikit la cuz escalator rosak tadi D: but other than that, everything is peachy.