Sick Minds.

Ili Iryani showed me a few uncensored videos - of people committing suicides and stuff. apparently she got them from her brother =_="

i am always a fan of blood and gore. but recently, i get offended easily with people posting insensitive materials on facebook. yeah i was kinda upset when a friend of mine got tagged in a picture of a cut-opened cadaver, revealing the guts and livers and all those icky things. turns out that her friend; the guy who took the picture and the one who post it up on facebook is a medical student (yeah) who had his first encounter with a dead body. i guess he got too excited, deshou? =w= and it irks me the most that he was using his full (authority?) as a medical student that he had the right to post pictures like that since, well, yeah he's a medical student lol wtf. he said ouh this is a common thing to do when ur a medical student, it's for learning purposes, owh yeah dead bodies are FTW. it's a damn right fascinating and scientific shit right there! (owh dalia pun ada post gambar cadaver dia kat facebook. panas jugak hati mase tu. so saya bagi penyepak kat dia dan untagged diri saya dari gambar tu.) i don't hold grudges against my doctor-to-be friends neyh ^^;; please don't get me wrong.

to me, it feels like you are trying to convince others that you are superior in a way since you can actually stomach those brutal stuff. it's the same thing when you laugh at people who says that they can't stand the sight of blood. when they say they can't stand blood, they can't stand it la. it's not like they're cowards or anything. not being afraid of blood is the freakish side of the story. if you can see blood, it means bad news dude since blood are meant to stay INSIDE your body, not outside. exemption to blood donation of course. so why, why why are u so proud of being able to see a half cracked human skull oozing with blood and not actually faint or even bother to look away? you should! it's not normal duhh! its the same scenario when u see an accident on the road. most of the passerby will pull over, get out of the car and NOT HELP. they STARE. they stare at people screaming in pain. =_=" whaddaheck.

i feel the same way when my friends got tagged in the video showing the accident that the late Abdillah Murad Md Shari (Achik Spin)  was involved in. like, WHY. what's the point. remember Steve Irwin? yeahhhh.. the video got leaked too. remember Nurin Jazlin? somehow i think the pictures of her autopsy is waaaaaaaay more than the picture/cctv video of the guy on the bike suspected to be the fucker. sheeesh. i'm sure there's more examples out there. the main thing i wanna point out here: we're lacking sensitivity. it's offensive, and it's rude.

hey but i'm not the one to talk here since i cursed so much x3

i like blood and gore (in movies and animes). but you won't finding me streaming uncensored videos of people getting brutally killed by a chainsaw and stuff. that is just sick.