shoot shoot shoot must push that ugly post down. what the hell was i thinking. all right. some proper update. just in case i decided to go unconscious and lose my memory haha HAHA haha.
the heat must be getting to my head.
i did something EXTREMELY suicidal today. ngh. it was just plain stupid. i stepped into an exam hall with nothing. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING in my head. i ridiculously had been convinced for the whole weekend that the BIOL1020 midterm exam would be on this Thursday. so i had written a perfect plan to make sure i had revised everything and calmly take the exam on Thursday. i was planning to stay back after college with Afiqah today and just revise and do whatever i can schematically haha what the hell. so like, i showed up to class 7:45 am so i decided to get myself a chocolate blueberry waffle :9 then i got into the class and it was like half empty. "hrmm? i thought we're gonna have a pass session today.." so i sat down and munch on my waffle and rant happily with Choty while the rest of the class was doing some deep reading. i swear the must be like fucked up annoyed with me for laughing so happily early in the morning xD (but ngh Shirley was laughing too so i guess it wasn't such a big deal pun kan?) so i got tired of talking and finally sat down i did some proper reading on stuff.
yeah i was listening to lecture 5 lectopia when France sat next to me. she said, "x nak masuk exam hall ke?" i pull out my headphone and stare. "what?" "exam pukul 9 kan?" "Huh?"
i looked at my watch and it was like 10 minutes to 9:00 am. walao.
"i thought the exam is on Thursday."
and then dengan menggelabahnya saya selak nota2 saya yg x complete tu. i don't know what exactly was i searching for but ngggh i hope i'll find it quick since the others are starting to move on to the exam hall. alas, i was convinced that i have totally screwed myself good this time, closed my notes, stuff them into the bag and schelped pathetically onto one of the desk. (schelp is a word i made up.)
ah. and my good luck charm was not there to comfort me.
why are u so cold to me nowadays?
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