Rosewell.

"O hai, i am here to make your life interesting. :D"

i would kill for someone to come and say THAT to me. ( -_-") yeah. i know i'm different. i know i'm amusing. i know i'm interesting. despite of knowing, i would still like to be told certain things. haha. u should know by now that some of my close friends would call me a 'freak'. am i proud of being called as such? maybe. i tried to live my life in a way that others would find unusual to them. the reason? it's not to entertain u guys. it is to entertain myself. i find it amusing to see how people react to something that is out of the norm. call me sick. call me crazy. whatever it is, hey, i'm living here! and no one can tell me how i'm supposed to live! xD

i have already accepted the fact that i'll always be a bit different from others. and i couldn't careless of what people would think of me (i don't care how or what they think of me as long as they treat me nicely :3) but when someone shows up in your life saying stuff like "LOL intan u made my day xD" - certainly made it easier for me to wake up in the morning. TT^TT thank you. i don't care how perverted u are but that was the nicest thing anyone has EVER said to my face so casually LOL.

ya know, somehow, something that a friend of mine once said to me still haunts me until this day. "agaknye laki kau pun freak macam kau.." (-___-") ergh. maybe. logically, the one who would fall for me would have a very weird taste in girls. hahaha. but i thought soulmates should be completely different from each other - so that they would complement each other, deshou? hurm. i guess some normality would do great to my life. i'm so used to do things the 'wrong' way that maybe doing things the 'right' way would be 'refreshing'. haha. whatever it is, i need something or someone to chain me down so i won't be too lost in my own cloud of false happiness erk? did i just admit something along that line? hahahaha! xD


"O hey. i am here to make your life boring. =w="

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