Continues Whining.

OKAY. so i don't have a single room. fine. haih.

bukan takat single room, single bed pun tak dapat. and that is just depressing weyh. seriously. i wasn't really seriously about sleeping in the living room but now yeah i guess i have no choice. i'm not gonna share a bed with another girl. secretly, she snores too haha. dammit.

so yeah, i claimed the living room as mine. BUT THAT TOO WAS INVADED. well i can't actually keep people off the living room since well, it's a living room. WHICH IS MINE D: aihh but can i at least be the only one who sleeps in the living room? i mean, i didn't get to claim anything for myself BUT that place in the couch in the living room. my other housemates gets one single bed each, and my roommie gets a QUEEN-SIZED BED with a study table wtf? well i don't need a study table since i'll study in the living room but i'll indeed get piss if everyone else studies in the living room jugak. what's the fucking point =__= PEOPLE. LEAVE ME ALONE. I WILL COME FIND YOU WHEN I NEED SOMETHING SO UNTIL THEN JUST FUCKING DON'T LOOK FOR ME D:

lolol. that is the truth.

ah one of my housemate is kind of a weak-hearted person. she cries and tells her mother about how hard things are coming down on her. ah remember that one time when i was freaking on on facebook about how stressful i was? yup she was the cause of it. she'll cry if she reads this but well, i really think you should toughen up. we're almost 21 lol. isn't that like the awesome age when we're supposed to be awesome? well i'm far from awesome but i'm trying to be awesome D: tskk actually bila orang nangis nangis mengadu kat mak about how hard life is saya rasa tergugat jugak a bit. kalau saya nangis jugak sapa nak pujuk sobs. so please. at least pretend to be strong when you're near me lol.

but no. i'm not that homesick yet. i know my parents miss me and i miss them too but I MOVE ON D: i can skype. i can call them anytime but usually i don't have anything to talk about alksjdlksa and i was never the type of person who talks about stuff to my parents hehh. come come please buy for me a camera and post it to me so i can upload piccas D: maybe i won't feel so guilty then.

why can't a be a good daughter like Suzy sobs. i want to buy my parents a coffee shop juga.

but i'm miskin. i'm not a Kpop Star juga. aihh

oh our washing machine broke. which is awesome since we've only been using it like, 3 days ago? well i used it yesterday and washed all of my clothes lol so i don't feel that pissed off. apparently the washing machine here is so foreign and alien-ish to my housemates. aihh tak tahu la apa nak cakap. common sense please. i know i'm weird and freaky and all but my common sense works fineee. it's just that i usually choose NOT to follow my common sense. but my judgement works fine lol trust me.

so like, yesterday i went home (early?) since i want to know how my days would be like if i go back home everyday after class. i ned to know stuff like will there be people cooking lunch etc etc lol. i mean, i can't exactly say thati'll be home for lunch and dinner and not get involve with anything else that has to do with the house lol. i wanted to. but i can't. so i have to secure a niche in the house. i need to know when i'll be cooking, cleaning, etc. so i went home and take a look la. hmm. then i wanted to go back to college at 5:30 pm. but one of my housemate wants to tag along but she asked me to wait until 6:30 pm since she needs to pray. i would like to point out that aihh there's this place in the library where you can pray too. hmm so yeah i waited. then they cooked dinner. i waited. and i ate too lol. of course. then we waited some more since there would be people visiting. and in the end, i reached the library around 9:30 pm lol. ahh my precious time. i don't like people kacau kacau my schedule. I DO WHAT I LIEK. WHEN I LIKE. and that is why i'm a social recluse. I AM A SOCIAL RECLUSE. but i had to live in a house with other people in it SO I CAN'T BE A COMPLETE SOCIAL RECLUSE. but in my heart, i'll always be a hikkikomori. a romantic hikkikomori sobs.

i don't like people that are too caring. i need people that i can whine to but not care lol. those kinds of people are awesome.

this is why i talk to cats.