The Perfect Shadow.

he would be the darkness itself. someone tall, broad, but not fat. definitely not fat. he must have a good head on his shoulder, with good hair too. and he would be deep. he won't talk much. a good listener? nope. i don't want him to listen to my problems. i would rather just cry in his arms until i fall asleep rather than having to tell my problems. i hate explaining myself. so i want him to understand me, like, seriously. i really want someone to get me. someone who won't asks questions. someone who likes all the little things that i enjoy. i want him to be an extreme control freak. yesss. because only then will i be under control. i won't mind because i'll be a control freak too. i want him to belong to me. and i want to belong only to him. a deep, dark romance. like a shadow. a ghost that will always catch me when i fall. when we're together, nothing else would matter. it won't be love. it would simply be "in possession" of each other. possessed. obsessed with each other's existence. i want him to be a complete stranger. i  want his cold stares. it's okay lol i know i'm not making sense. but this is the kind of unrealistic romance that i want. it's okay if we don't see each other. the bond of trust between us. it would be something indescribable. the longing for one another. it's sweet. it's scary. you would want to run away. but you'd stay.


it's a secret.