My Coffee is Bitter.

that's why i put 5 sachets of sugar in eat everytime. ehehe. life is as bad as you want it to be. have i killed you with my awesome beam of optimism yet?

smile. smile. recently, i have discovered the joy of smiling and getting smiled back at. seriously, when you talk, look at someone in the face, and smile. a casual smile. even when it makes you look like a retard. trust me. you'll find joy. i find it impossible to have an interaction with anyone without an underlying thought. it makes me feel bitchy. it disgusts me to see myself in that situation. i really wish i could not hear myself think. i'm always thinking, i feel like a calculative, manipulative person. all i want is to have some innocence in me.

dumm dumm. i'm supposed to be getting ready for class but class starts at 10 and i need to catch the 9 am bus but now it's only 7:44. owh well let's just write craps and then go mandi.

i am annoyingggg. i feel hated. i'm too hyper at times. some people can't stand me. ehehe. i have a low excitation energy. i get excited very easily, even to the smallest stimuli. thanks to my overwhelming talent to relate everything that goes on around me to Spongebob, Korean Pop, and various Japanese manga and other random occurrences in life, i find life enjoyable. i can bounce all way. just like a putty ball. you can throw me around and i'll bounce like crazy. but once you lose me, you'll lose me forever. when i'm down, no one can bring me back up. unless i let you. but yeah, some people gets sick and annoyed watching me bounce around spreading heaps of excitement. i'm sorry. but you should really cherish my awesomeness. like a star that shines so brightly with this awesome warmth. but when the core get's cold, you'll get a black hole. and i will drag you down with me. i swear i will.

done ranting :'D