Sorry.

i wish i am a cute 5 year old girl who understood the world.

why u might ask? because i wanna make a scene. i'll find a nearest train station and make a threat to kill myself. if u don't stop all this nonsense, i swear i'll kill myself. i'll kill myself out of shame. please just stop all this fucked up stupid argument. i feel ashamed to call myself a Muslim if this goes on. i'm scared to go out of the house and i'm scared of people judging me because of my religion. i'm so ashamed that if it'll make the world a somewhat better place, i'm more than willing to be a sacrifice. a sacrifice of the stupidity of those people who call themselves, 'Muslims'.

suicide is never a way out for a grown adult with a working mind. that is why i wish i'm a cute 5 year old girl who understood the world. :)

but what can the present me do? i guess all i can do is to offer my sincerest apologies. please hate me if u must. please. just don't hate the rest of the Muslims.