EAT.

i have eating disorder! :D

i'm obsessed with being skinny and seeing skinny people pisses the hell out of me. :D people keep telling me that i'm skinny enough already, but i'm not. :D i have severe stretch marks all over me. and my arms are flabby and i have fat legs. :D

so now i'm eating one meal per day, strictly no junk food. but i do eat some occasional chocolates when i felt like dying due to exhaustion. i don't feel hungry. i just feel tired. sometimes i have black outs while doing the simplest of house chores. i skip break fast and lunch and a tiny bit of dinner just cause my parents are home during that time and i was forced to sit together and eat with them. :D

this diet started in the middle of last month and guess what? i dun feel any skinniER. so i'm taking this diet to a next level: EXERCISE! xD i have my weird exercise routine that u wouldn't want to know about! but now my body aches all over but it's alright! :D

let's give obsession a new definition! :D