fork and spoon.

OMG. is she really complaining? huh~ she had it easy. she doesn't even deserve all that. and now she's friggin complaining? i mean, those are her responsibility, right? God, she makes me feel so darn annoyed. and she's like a thousand miles away too, but she still manages to get me sick. i wonder how i got by the years before.

BIO presentation. done and done. PLP? x decide on what topic lagi. i have a few lingering, but come on. i have so many things to improve on, and appparently, i'm not comfortable of presenting any of them. because most of YOU mmg dh already know my weaknesses, and i'm afraid that choosing like one weakness to present will suggest thoughts like "eh, tolong lah.."

i'm not paranoid. i can read minds.
i suck at maths. i suck at chem. i suck at physics.
HE is getting on my last nerve.
i'm happy.
i'm frustrated.
i'm homesick.
i missed.
i'm eating minimally.
i feel like killing HIM.
owh. u should've told me earlier, dear.
i feel like making a MOE shrine for 'him'.
i did something that i'm not suppose to do.
now i everytime i think about it, i feel like i wanna guling2 on the floor.
promise ya?

xkjandeijzneiundieufyrhfodaz.

my dreams are getting wackier by the days. a few nights back, i dreamt of dating this guy who is my junior. i was walking somewhere, and he saw me. i was hiding from him, but he tegur me jugak. owh. die mmg tinggi for a chinese. he was the only dude who can call me 'short', and makes me feel like 'short'. LOLz. i did get a crush on him dulu. we went somewhere, but i can't recall where.

the other night, i dreamt of receiving two important text messages. one, a guy sent it. "lain gile ko kat kolej.." and that text made me feel guilty. uhh.. sorry. tw0, i honestly can't remember. but it was supposed to be important for a reason.

i dreamt of fork and spoon. being 'me', i googled it up.

Fork

• To dream of a fork, denotes that enemies are working for your displacement. For a woman, this dream denotes unhappy domestic relations, and separation for lovers.

Source: 10 000 Dream Interpretations, by Gustavus Hindman Miller

Spoon

• To see a spoon in your dream, indicates that you may need to give/receive nourishment. It may also mean that you feel you or someone is being given special treatment.

Source: http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary

yeah. fork and spoon.