Person.

i tried to play it cool, but i can't, because i was never a cool person.

if you want a girlfriend who's totally cool with you being all friendly with another girl; a girlfriend who's totally cool with you tweeting fuckloads of shit without replying to her whatsapps, a girlfriend who's totally okay with you not even trying to contact her the whole day, then really. just, stop it. stop mind fucking me.

it might be that i'm the one who's being too clingy. BUT, FUCK IT.

i am clingy. LIVE WITH IT.

if you don't like it, tell it to my face. i will try to deal. if i can. i don't know man. but something has got to give.

maybe we both got caught up in the moment. we had fun, and i had the most amazing, first valentine celebration ever with you. fuck you. and now you're screwing my head every time i have these stupid flashbacks. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

and i'm so not going to go back home this winter JUST so you could fuck me over darn it. if you think that the only reason you can't show me that you really like me, like me, is because of the distance between us that are preventing us from fucking, well YOU'RE WRONG. try harder, because i'm kind of tired being the only one in love.

COME ON. YOU DON'T EVEN TRY TO SKYPE ME ANYMORE

false accusations aside, i really think you should just to let me know whatever. dammit. damn you.

remind me of things you've told me before. don't fuck with my head anymore.