reasons. i'm finding reasons for why i have failed to update my blog. it could be that i have nothing to write about because i really DON'T have anything to write about. i had a fair share of boring holidays before but i had always found the urge to write shit on this blog without having things to write about. so it could be that i'm so preoccupied with stuff that i don't have the time to write? i don't know.
who was i before i'm a kpop otaku? an all thing japanese otaku. and who was i before that?
i'm finding it hard to keep track of myself. i don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. i know that i am fully aware of everything that i have become today, but somehow i forget how i got here in the first place. i'm trying really hard to not lose my sense of self. but then again, i don't know what is my sense of self. will i just vaporize and disappear into thin air if i'm not the otaku that i am today? do i wanna find out? keke. but it seems so impossible to not be the otaku that i am today. then again, i can't be so arrogant and say things like it's forever. of course. nothing is forever. i know. did i ever mention that i'm kind of a believer of 2012? intan u should really stop this.
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