FREAK.

i am an anti-emo. my mission is to make the world a happy-er place. i am willing to kill for my cause. (=w=)v

after listening to those BIOL1030 lectures, i can't deny my hate for the human kind anymoar. i have always hated humans (secretly?) but i guess when someone points things out for ya, the hatred seeps in faster. i think. in a nutshell, humans are pests. they don't bring anything good to the world. they are here to figure out why they are here, but what do others gain from human? destruction. humans basically destroy things. then don't understand shit but continue to poke around and mess everything up. and now that they have some rough idea of how much damage are they doing to the world, do they have enough time to fix their mistakes? i don't think so. i seriously believe that the world is too fucked up, and is beyond repair. and its all thanks to you humans. hurrah.

so yeah, as Ms Den explains the damage that humans brought to this world, i can't help but to think: why don't we just kill em? like, maybe set up a quota for each country for how many humans they should kill for a specific period of time? less humans, less pollution, more WIN for nature? lalala. maybe i don't really care about nature. maybe i just like the idea of mass murder. i don't know. what do u think? :P

can u see how twisted my mind works? =_="

i have like, at least 4 different consciousness working at any given time. and there maybe more if i'm stressed. sometimes they serve me well, in a way that they can give me extra insight to the crisis that i'm facing, but in other times, they can really pull me down - as doubts. =_=" it frustrates me so fucking much because i can't argue with myself. it'll look weird if i do it in public.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH i'm so sleepy right nao so i'll just cut the post short.