past midnight.

i have nothing better to do.
since the last two weeks,
i have never slept before 2 am.
insomniac?
i prefer to call it 'holiday induced insomnia'.
strangely enough, i still had enough time to have very weird dreams.

last night, i had a dream about me participating in a bizarre survial game.
everyone was out to get me.
everyone had special ( weird ) powers.
i had my powers too, but i used it up while i was running for my life.
to recharge my powers, i met zetsubou sensei from 'sayonara zetsubou sensei'.
he looked a lot cuter in my dreams.
but then, i ended up being a part of his twisted class.
before i even knew it, i was dragged into a nightmare.

i was back in Taylor's, and everyone was talking about SSABSA.
at first i didn't really catch what the other's were talking about,
but then a horrific monster came.
that is SSABSA. ( the version in my dream )
the monster chased me, and shot me with a 9mm pistol but misses.
( i think i got that from playing too much GTA )

i remembered that they were 3 SSABSA monsters,
and, this is the part where my naruto obsession kicks in.
the three monsters reminded me of Orochimaru's, Jiraiya's and Tsunade's pet.
you know; a slug, a frog and a snake.
the snake was simply referred to as 'sukbanun' ( snake in arabic )

the snake was freaking huge, and i was so small and cute.
the snake kept saying that he'll keep me inside a cage, (i think it's a he)
so he chased me towards a construction site.
in attempt to lose the snake, i hid behind large steel rods,
but somehow, the snake tricked me and i fell inside a steel cage,
similar to a mouse trap ( the kind my nenek used to trap mondok tikus )

i tried to turn the table around and trap the snake inside the cage,
but it was far too late.
the snake rammed the cage, and i fell into a large, dirty, smelly drain.
i was thrown out of the cage when it hits the water,
where i met a watery grave.
then, i switched to a third person point of view.

i am now lingering over a dude, searching through the drain.
he was so desperate to find 'me'.
sadly, he found 'me' already dead.
but 'me' that he found turned into a cute chibi doll, with pink hair.
he needed that doll for an occasion. ( althogh i'm not sure what )
he brought 'me' with him, and told everyone that i could still be alive somewhere,
because he only found the 'me' doll, not me.

my spirit that was lingering him became very confused,
and thought really hard.
"if it wasn't me who died, then where is the real me?"

then i woke up.

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"right, i'm still here.."

p/s, SSABSA. i fear you.